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Klatu...VERATA...NI*cough cough cough*

Aw crap...The dead have awoken...

The end of the world is nigh...
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solanubis:
LOL....and then not long after that, you have to battle your evil self... skull
fluffy17:
It'd be worth battling your evil self to have a chainsaw arm biggrin
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Thank you to everyone who gave me encouragement yesterday tongue but I thought it through more carefully, and I couldn't bring myself to have a one-night stand with anyone. Just not my style I guess. Anyway, sorry to disappoint, but for now my hentai and porn collection keeps me quite happy. biggrin
fluffy17:
Hentai and porn go a long way sometimes smile
solanubis:
Whatever works, right.... skull
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This may seem odd, but I figure the best way to come back after dealing with a bunch of stress is to focus the negative energy into something positive. I gotta bounce right back, and put the fears and problems behind me.

I gotta focus on the here and now.
This includes working out, going out with friends, and getting laid, at least for now....
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lucky1336929:
have good humping. wink
katiejane:
at the risk of sounding like a hallmark card, you must put your happiness first and foremost. relationships come and go, and your partner does not define your self worth. you do.

if there's one thing i've learned from relationships (which is few but listen anyway), it's that you must be happy first in order to make a happy relationship. easier said than done? yes. so yes. but still, you're all you've got. make yourself happy. don't compromise yourself.


have wonderful spectacular sex. i wish you good fortune and multiple orgasms.
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I've decided something.

I'm going to have sex. Hott, hott sex. The kind of sex that leaves you tingling all over.

Tonight. It's going to happen.

Nothing can stop me now...mwahahaha! tongue
solanubis:
LOL...have fun.... skull
ghengis:
Wooo wooo. I've decided something too. I'm going fishing. It'll happen tonight to. It'll be hott to, because the damn sun hasn't went down yet. Good luck with the sex. hehe
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I'm tired of people toying with my heart.

It's getting to the point where I don't think I can feel anything anymore.

Numb...Frozen...Cold.

My tears freeze before they hit the table, and shatter into broken shards when they collide with the wood.

The only emotion that I know anymore is sadness.

What makes me the saddest is that I'm afraid to love. I've been hurt...
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solanubis:
Your point is valid and...honestly the truth for most ppl. I truely can say I envy your state of being because personaly, besides family, I have never had someone to love in the first place. For a time, it was a total outrage; then came sorrow; now, it's total and complete emptyness. A vast abyss of nothingness where feeling is just a myth. Don't become what I have become....there's always a purpose for what happens...i asure you...it always reveals itself when you least expect it to. And when it is present, you may not even know it 'cause of the veil of hurt, betrayal, and dispare obscures it. I know from my personal travels that, yes for the time being, it royaly sucks and it seems there's no end to the madness but you shouldn't let the law of Karma get to you. Remember, there's ALWAYS someone who has had it worse. Hell, that's why there's friends that care and, if not present at that current moment, you can still count on them for a shoulder to lean and/or cry on. Like I said, everything will work out for the best in the end. You'll be a stronger person physicaly and cognatively. You don't have to take my word for it...you'll see for youself... wink Take care 'til next time...

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[Edited on May 16, 2004 12:48PM]
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I went to the gym for two hours...

I kicked the crap outta every single workout machine. My muscles were so sore that it hurt, but I didn't care. It made me feel better. After working out, I went for a 15 min run with extremely tired limbs.

I'm very tired, but i feel so much better. I took a steam bath too. Very refreshing....
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fluffy17:
It goes away eventually....

Sorry about all your problems.
ghengis:
That's right. Kick those machine's asses. hehe Good to see your focusing it in a positive way. It reminds me I should go running tonight still to. Only thing else I got to say is. If we could forget our problems, we'd never learn from them. So just try to stay positive. Ok that's enough of my fortune cookie logic. Take care k. surreal
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The morning after.

The aftermath.

Everyone's gone. I'm alone again.
ghengis:
Sorry hun.
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The friend that is apparently in love with me drove for five hours to come up here and see me in person, (to prove his love for me I believe was his reason).

And now both he and my boyfriend have bloody noses.

I have to admit...some sick primal part of me really liked the fact that there were these two guys duking it out...
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solanubis:
You need to calm damn, and take a breather. Yes, I agree, the law of Karma is a bitch at times, but that's the way it is. Don't think no one's paying attention to you, 'cause there's always someone. That's all i'll say for now, 'till next time....
solanubis:
I guess each unique situation will dictate the choices you make and it's outcome.
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What do you do when one of your really good friends tells you that they're in love with you and have been in love with you for a very long time?

Jesus this is really not what I need right now.

I am lost. In a fricken jungle. At night. With no flashlight. And quicksand. Lots of quicksand.

Oh bloody fucking hell.

EDIT: I think...
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the_cheat:
Yeah, I'm so very afraid of losing him...I don't want him to be bitter...

I wish he could see it the way I see it.
christopher:
eeek
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you ever get that feeling that everything is happening so fast that you just can't handle it all because there is so much that just decides to culminate and explode right then?

that's where my life is at right now.

in short, i'm fucked. royally and totally fucked.