I think everybody has a little voice in the back of their minds at times that's just extremely negative. Having that voice for long periods of time is called depression. Lol. The worst feeling ever though, is when you know that little voice is right. I've been single for about 3 years now and ill admit, at this point it's kind of lonely, and is love to have some one, at the same time however I'm not desperate and I'm not going to say yes to the first person who asks.
I'm far from a super model, and I'm nowhere near perfect but at the same time I try my best to be the best person I can be in the hopes that some one will see me for that one day. I'm extremely romantic, very affectionate, and I always put my girlfriends far before myself. Honestly I'm the kind of guy where I'd rather get shot before she gets a paper cut. Of course I better watch out saying that these days, haha.
Anyway, tonight was just one of those nights where I was reminded over and over again how lonely I really am and how because of that it makes me miss certain times of my life or people that I shouldn't at this point. It's not good.
Anyway good night SG people
I'm far from a super model, and I'm nowhere near perfect but at the same time I try my best to be the best person I can be in the hopes that some one will see me for that one day. I'm extremely romantic, very affectionate, and I always put my girlfriends far before myself. Honestly I'm the kind of guy where I'd rather get shot before she gets a paper cut. Of course I better watch out saying that these days, haha.
Anyway, tonight was just one of those nights where I was reminded over and over again how lonely I really am and how because of that it makes me miss certain times of my life or people that I shouldn't at this point. It's not good.
Anyway good night SG people
wolfwood1203:
Shit, I know how you feel man. That little voice hadn't stopped for me in years. You may be lonely but there are always people here man. Just let the damn holidays pass and things will get better.
that1dude:
Thanks dude I appreciate it, and I know it's just a phase that you go through. It hasn't always been like this and it won't always be like this, it's just tough to get through. Thanks though dude I appreciate it.