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Listening to Erika Badhu. Still figuring out everything on here. I guess I am making it more than it really is. I just gotta bleed myself into this. Be real to who I am and not give in to social pressures or my own insecurities. I am deep like the bottomless ocean though. With more layers than an onion and much more to cry about.
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fabi94:
You are in my fantasy thats for sure
ferkixlll:
As Time & Gravity have their way with us, there is still the internal Avatar from when we were more shapely. When looking in the mirror and seeing what doesn't match that is disconcerting ( and in the youth cult of current society worse for women.). Finding the positive spin on this process is the Jedi mind trick to beat them all. Just try to see the changes as a Merit Badge in Survival. As they use to say in the "Red Green Show" : '' I'm pulling for you."
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Im usually sleepy all day or anxious as fuck, so then by nite time Im exhausted. But all the best ideas come to me from the back of my eyelids. I keep thinking, what am I doing, why am I doing, how am I doing. I overthink alot. So I wanted to hear your thoughts on what keeps you up at night....besides looking at Suicide...
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taysa:
@shake_the_disease you sound like you have been reading my journals....haha
ferkixlll:
Since I work nights, staying awake. 
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Im so overwhelmed with things to do on the site. Where to start? What do you recommend on how to filter through everything, interact and find your following?

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taysa:
Im loving the groups already! 
voiddrgn:
@t3xa5gurl210 anytime and your welcome