Hey everybody in Sg land. How is everyone doing with all this pandemic bullshit? I've been ok had a covid scare this week. Luckily I came back negative.. Fuck that test.
Hope you missed my venting.
I dont know if not seeing my girlfriend during this pandemic is making this worse but I feel like I'm falling out of love. The relationship is good but some things are missing. I think were sexually incompatible. Even the kissing isn't really where I think it could be. We've talked about it a little but not enough. I wont get into too much detail. I think being friends for so long kinda made the relationship difficult. I care for her but I just think I need something else sexually. Shes definitely a no go with polyamory. I dont want to cheat but I'm driving myself crazy. Ugh. Feels better to type it out here instead of talking to my therapist.
My subscription is over in October.. again I dont know if I'm leaving or just gonna take a break. I love you guys and people are always supportive on this site. I'll possibly see you soon.
