We'll start with the annoying stuff. In June I fell and smashed my head and had some memory loss (see blog) not good, but could of been worse. Well, I lost my balance and fell again in July in a supermarket parking lot and hit my head again. No memory loss or hospital trip this time. Since then I have been donated a collapsible...
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chef:
Awww.  So happy for you and Sam !

Zack's wake was today. Some goodbyes are tougher than others. I'll miss you cuzzo. The good ones are always gone too soon. I love you Zack.

Here's a picture from back in the day when life was simple. I didn't know about this picture until today. I'm all the way to the right and that's Zack right next to
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I don't think I've ever seen a moth this black. Absolutely gorgeous.

Today my cousin Zack passed away from his injuries caused from a motorcycle accident. He was a good kid. I'm having a hard time accepting this. I'll miss you cuz.

So, yesterday I fell backwards and hit my head on the wooden frame of the couch. I can't remember anything about the fall or the events afterward. I don't remember the ambulance or the hospital. I only remember the bandage on my arm from where they took my blood. The whole week is a blur, it all almost feels like a dream.

I...
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Coughing for two weeks, puking for a week, being sick off and on from medication changes since February. Ugh, I just want to feel better and not waste this summer in bed. This isn't the way I want to be "in bed".

dariianity:
Recover!

I'd like to blog more but nothing satisfies me for more than a couple minutes. Depression is brutal sometimes. I need a hobby, then, again, I'll buy something and get bored of it quickly. I really need something in my life to make me want to get out of bed.

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Bed. Boston in the morning for an appointment. I'm gonna ask for blood work while I'm there. I'm hoping this medication isn't causing more harm than good.

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I've been on this new medication since June. The first few days as my body adjusted I felt like shit. Now it's October and I'm in the worst pain of my life. My hip and lower back are killing me when I walk. The pain when I put weight on my left leg is close unbearable. Even leaning on the bed to...
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I went out of my comfort zone for the last fire and dance of the season. I usually just hang out on my porch and listen from afar to the same damn playlist they play at every get together. I basically used the fire for an excuse to fuck with my camera. Gotta love a nice fire on a cool summer night.