I'm so fun. It's Saturday and all I want to do all day is cuddle with my pup Sassy.

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sxe_rudeboy:
@caraphernelia  the shelter said she was a  lab/terrier mix. I think she's more of a husky/lab mix. I call her my little dingo. :3
caraphernelia:
awww soo cute :333 I really like this mix :333 and she really looks like a cute little dingo :33 

This year's Halloween will be weird. Instead of a party or handing out candy I'll be the Best Man in my sister's wedding. It will be the second wedding I've been in this year. The kicker? I fucking hate weddings.

I actually feel like I belong at this one though. My sister's boyfriend Ben asked if I'd be his...
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So, Jeff Rosenstock's new album Worry. is rad. I'm still not over We Cool? yet. I swear everything the man touches is gold.

I know I haven't been active. It's been a tough fucking year. Maybe I'll feel like talking about it sometime.

Eyeliner felt right tonight. Now, if only I had somewhere to be.


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sxe_rudeboy:
@emibot thank you! I'm glad you like it.
wildshe:
pretty eyes <3
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It's been a month since I had to to euthanize my dog Blue. I still can't believe that he's gone. I miss him more and more every day. When no one was around he was my best friend. Always by my side. These are a couple pictures of him before I sat down and hugged him and cried for two hours. Two...
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azazel:
Oh... This really sad.. All my love 
scaw:
This is making me tear up! Sending hugs!
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I know that I've barely been on here lately. I apologize. I have a shitload of stress lately. I have a week to pack all my shit and get out of this house.

I have a couple of options on where to live. All with pros and cons. The easiest would be to move back to Massachusetts to my grandfather's house with 6...
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Can I ever win? I obviously can't be friends with women. You my friend are like a girlfriend without the sex.

I can't say much that isn't taken wrong. All I said was "It's just pot, I don't care if you smoke it. It's not like you're shooting up heroin." But it was taken as if you smoke...
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It's been over a month. Figured I'd say hello. Don't worry, I'm not dead. I just haven't been myself lately. I think it's safe to say that my depression isn't seasonal anymore. Just losing more and more faith in humanity. Something needs to change and I don't know where to begin.

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rudeboy71:
You might need some good windshield wipers if she's gonna make it rain like that.
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Things have felt great between us. We talk like we used to. Something isn't right though and I know it's my fault. I had a moment of weakness a few months ago and I told you I cared a little more than I should. I told you I need to find a girlfriend to keep my mind off you because I'm friends...
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sxe_rudeboy:
@insatiableindica Yeah, but  things like this she'll only talk about when her fiance isn't around. Even though he knows nothing is going on, she feels like him or others are secretly judging and thinking something is going on. He trusts both of us it's just sometimes when other people talk it makes you wonder I guess. She basically said the other day she didn't like my hugs anymore and she'll give me one when I deserve it. I know I'm to blame. Gotta learn to keep my mouth shut. She's still my best friend and didn't up and leave my life so I'll just look at the positive side of this.
dicentra:
:( that sucks