Other than some boxes of books, the move is done. Unfortunately i goofed on phone/cable. I should have done that a week ago so now i won't have any internet until around tuesday. Assuming that i can hook up Ubuntu to the internet fairly easily. Shit, i just realized that I'll need a new monitor too. I always forget how expensive it is to move....
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So we did the pumpkin thing and we brought in 11 pumkins for the children's hoapital. dovienya was there and he kicked in a bunch of pumkins and hotpockets gave to the kids too. Afterwards we dropped them off at the hospital. um, the pumkins, not dovienya and HP.
I was going to write a bunch of stuff about moving into my new apartment but...
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hotpockets:
I'm sure the kids liked the pumpkins more than they would've liked me!
kozmikgirl:
I had no clue when your Birthday was, until I looked over there
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I am so tired & the world has conspired against me getting any sleep. Everytime I am almost asleep, something happens & wakes me. I feel & look like a zombie... but, just in time for Halloween!
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I am so tired & the world has conspired against me getting any sleep. Everytime I am almost asleep, something happens & wakes me. I feel & look like a zombie... but, just in time for Halloween!
Well i just lost any free time i might have had because i foolishly bought an x-box on craigslist with a bunch of games. Between practicing guitar, slaughtering aliens and reading thru this stack of spy books there's just not much time left. I barely watch TV anymore and even movies are getting sporadic. Of course, that didn't stop me from volunteering my fridays at...
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hypnogogic:
Well, aren't we quite the philanthropist.
That makes me
That makes me
peptide:
stingy pumpkin farmers. 
Yay! My girlfriend comes back from the doctor today! She had to get her saddle reslotted, if you know what i mean. 
When i see her, i'm going to finger her scar and then tickle her belly until she sings.
When i see her, i'm going to finger her scar and then tickle her belly until she sings.
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kozmikgirl:
I was bored... I found these too!
1. Patrick needs a Blog! There are so many out there! Come on Pat! (You do realize, if you do get that blog, I will come visit you on my trip across Canada AND the US!)
2. In order to keep his "Magik" at full throttle, Patrick needs to bathe periodically
in "the blood of his blood" (Good times)
3. Patrick needs a pillow. (Me too)
4. Maybe a change of scenery and pace will be just what Patrick needs (Yep)
5. Patrick needs more bloodwork done. (What is with this obsession with blood?)
1. Patrick needs a Blog! There are so many out there! Come on Pat! (You do realize, if you do get that blog, I will come visit you on my trip across Canada AND the US!)
2. In order to keep his "Magik" at full throttle, Patrick needs to bathe periodically
in "the blood of his blood" (Good times)
3. Patrick needs a pillow. (Me too)
4. Maybe a change of scenery and pace will be just what Patrick needs (Yep)
5. Patrick needs more bloodwork done. (What is with this obsession with blood?)
hotpockets:
It's Louis Armstrong
Well i got my computer mostly fixed and updated. It only took all weekend. I now run an african version of linux called ubuntu. It's pretty good, but before i switched i tried getting mandrake linux to recognize the full size of my new hard drive and now everything is wiped. Fucking corporate linux can suck my balls. About the only thing i lost of...
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kozmikgirl:
Well, I love that part in Garden State where the dude is talking to the doc, explaining how he figures he never needed the meds to begin with & the weird headaches, etc. I just laughed & laughed at that part... then rewound it & pressed play & laughed & laughed again as I watched it, completely stunned to the simularity to his conversation & my conversation with my therapist only months before. It is amazing how side effects blend into what you believe are "symptoms" & you are too doped up to realize it.
I'd say something, but fuck it.
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kozmikgirl:
Why do I get that same feeling about meeting him again? I don't know. This is starting to creep me out. 
adelina:
thanks for the note, cheeky monkey!
ok ok i think you're my most favoritest cheekiest monkey i haven't the bananas to meet.
♥
ok ok i think you're my most favoritest cheekiest monkey i haven't the bananas to meet.
♥
Just i suspected. Nobody reads this except for those folks in the purple comments. Well here's some stuff that's meandering and disjointed because a lot of crap has been happening and it's too late to get it all out coherently.
I almost killed two of my best friends. Food poisoning to be brief. I thought i would have to kill myself out of shame, but...
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suicidal_george:
BTW
Everyone has the right to go to hell in their own way. I'm not going to make any judgements and i'm not going to twist any arms for somebody's own good, so kindly return the favor and don't ask otherwise of me. It's all i can do to keep my own shit in one sock so how can i change another when i can't even change myself? I'm in a life or death struggle here! Shelter, support and a well placed nudge are all apprecieated, but until you can take a piss for me you can't live my life for me.
ALSO
Friendship is grand and i'd like to think i'd lay down my life for those close to me, but if i don't have to associate with assholes then i ain't gonna. Life is a journey and there's no sense in making the trip worse by traveling with fucknuts.
Everyone has the right to go to hell in their own way. I'm not going to make any judgements and i'm not going to twist any arms for somebody's own good, so kindly return the favor and don't ask otherwise of me. It's all i can do to keep my own shit in one sock so how can i change another when i can't even change myself? I'm in a life or death struggle here! Shelter, support and a well placed nudge are all apprecieated, but until you can take a piss for me you can't live my life for me.
ALSO
Friendship is grand and i'd like to think i'd lay down my life for those close to me, but if i don't have to associate with assholes then i ain't gonna. Life is a journey and there's no sense in making the trip worse by traveling with fucknuts.
kozmikgirl:
Because of my body's strange ability to sedate itself, I am only halfway getting what anybody says in full. Bare with me. Oh, and if you would have called me, I wouldn't know what you were saying really anyway. I am WAY out of it these last few weeks.
That guy seems to have vanished. I haven't heard anything about it and, in St. Helens, I think I would have heard something if something was up by now. I think it has died off. At least if he decides to continue, I know who to call. Before I didn't know what to do.
My mom poisened me last Christmas with aspertame, which I am deathly allergic too. She didn't seem to care that I was on the verge of calling 911 for 10 days.
You moved? Where are you right now? Will I be able to find it, or this new place pretty easily?
I like that building. It reminds me of one of my favorite pictures...
That guy seems to have vanished. I haven't heard anything about it and, in St. Helens, I think I would have heard something if something was up by now. I think it has died off. At least if he decides to continue, I know who to call. Before I didn't know what to do.
My mom poisened me last Christmas with aspertame, which I am deathly allergic too. She didn't seem to care that I was on the verge of calling 911 for 10 days.
You moved? Where are you right now? Will I be able to find it, or this new place pretty easily?
I like that building. It reminds me of one of my favorite pictures...
I'm curious. If i'm on your interesting list then please reply. Preferably with a comment about what you like read in here. If there's interest, then i'll post something again because a few things have been rolling around in my head.
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kozmikgirl:
I googled that... alot of guitar stuff... is that it? 
hotpockets:
No, you are on my Friends list. Does that mean that i find you more or less than interesting?
I think more obliged, right?
haha. I 'unno. I really like hearing about your random encounters in the park.
I was in the middle of writing a reply in venice's journal when i realized i wasn't making anysense at all. i'm pooped so i'm going to bed. i was going to make more comments but i have to get up early tomorrow.
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kozmikgirl:
Last time I got a restraining order, it was free!
I don't know. I think I am ok. Maybe not. I am really mixed up.
This is feeding into my paranoia pretty nicely though. I keep thinking stuff like that he has poisened my water to kill me or that he is in the house or that he is spying on my from the field or that he has laced my food with the same drug he is going to stash in my car so a blood test will show that I am doing the drug I am transporting... stuff like that.
Paranoia. Good times.
I don't know. I think I am ok. Maybe not. I am really mixed up.
This is feeding into my paranoia pretty nicely though. I keep thinking stuff like that he has poisened my water to kill me or that he is in the house or that he is spying on my from the field or that he has laced my food with the same drug he is going to stash in my car so a blood test will show that I am doing the drug I am transporting... stuff like that.
Paranoia.
Good times.
adelina:
Thanks for your comment, mr monkey!
I'm waiting for the EGACD with immeasurable anticipation.
I'm waiting for the EGACD with immeasurable anticipation.
So look at fucking me. i've been holding off on posting because i don't like to do drunken posts. but here i am, posting whilst heavily intoxicated. so i declare today the official "everyone gets a comment day"! i'm way behind. but then i guess everyone who reads this already knows that. wait a sec the dogs want in. ok, the pack is together and...
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hotpockets:
Unfortunately, I can only tolerate one of the three... the other two sort of follow us, or other people, to sushi every week. It's quite awkward, because I really don't like talking to them, and especially last night, it was just the wrong night to even have to sit next to them. The other girl is a friend from high school, so she's cool (the one that was with me when I was talking to you).
But yes, no less than three girls are at my beck and call twenty-four hours a day.
But yes, no less than three girls are at my beck and call twenty-four hours a day.
aeryn:
Yeah for drunk posts and that my name starts with "A".
Hi - how've you been?
Hi - how've you been?
Well, i went to work extra early today and stayed extra late. Tomorrow i have to go in even earlier to coordinate services in the central time zone to get some monitoring equipment operational. So i will be going to bed in a bit. But i promise that i will have an 'everybody gets a comment day' when i come back from central oregon after...
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kozmikgirl:
I am felenig ok. I hvae a haedchae & a nckechae. Oehtr tehn taht I seem ok, dno't I?
adelina:
ha! thanks mr sock monkey. i hope you're doing well, and taking adequate days off from work. better update soon. ♥
i hope you're doing well, and taking adequate days off from work. better update soon. ♥Some sushi, an open mic and a road trip to nowhere. Not a bad six hours.
But my head is fucking reeling. I'm a little off balance and my footing is not so good. I don't know where i'm going, but i hope i enjoy the trip.
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But my head is fucking reeling. I'm a little off balance and my footing is not so good. I don't know where i'm going, but i hope i enjoy the trip.
My mind can't wrap around it, so it's up to my heart. In the meantime i'll just keep...
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hypnogogic:
Have a nice trip? Is this a real trip or some sort of extastential, new age mind experience?
venice:
Where did all those friends come from?
But yeah, you don't really own anything. So even though I skipped Theodore, I'll let you use Jane. That's legitimate.
But yeah, you don't really own anything. So even though I skipped Theodore, I'll let you use Jane. That's legitimate.
Just saw the last paragraph... I'll give you a buzzzzz.
[Edited on Oct 19, 2005 8:11PM]