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seeing the world through different lenses.
or
your lenses, and someone different is looking through them, seeing what you see, but reacting in a way that is not your own.

like a spirit moving through you control your arms and legs.
not a puppet,
like a suggestion.
but not a spirit, either.

Never pass up a good thing.

yep another day is at hand.

we'll see how this one goes.

Quiet.
dark. There are thousands of thoughts, and ideas, and feelings, and scenarios floating through the room. spinning around you, but it's not in the room, its in your head. In that dark place where you can't find a soul to turn to. where do you go? do you just let your world crash in on yourself? I've done that before. it makes such a...
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I couldn't sleep last night...
it's cold out.
it's cold in the greenhouse I'm working in.
my cold isn't going away.

so forgive me if I don't get around to everyone's journal. just a bit tired

I, umm, I don't know...

I have water in my ears.
although I am clean now...

I miss Mr. Thomas. it was a few years ago that he died, but I still miss him. What I wouldn't give to see his face again, just once, just briefly. that's all I ask...
I miss him.

My lovely fiance and I found our honeymoon location. We get to spend a week in Las Vegas during Thanksgiving of this year. yea! that means our honeymoon wil be several months after our wedding, but still--it's better than going to a nudie bar in Worcester...

Recently I've been reminiscing about college days. I remember once I decked a guy because he called me a...
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dammit, I can't stop coughing!
I've entered that stage to my cold. it's a recover stage, meaning my cold is almost gone. But now I've gotten into that terrible hacking cough, that once it starts it doesn't stop for about 20 mintues.

so I can see that means I have a couple of sleepless nights in front of me.
the cough will keep me up...
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always throw away old coffee--especially starbucks, or anything flavored.

I have a Starbucks cup sitting on my end table, to the right side of my bed. it's been there for a few days. and no I haven't been drinking out of it. I left it there one night, and pretty much am too laxy to throw it out.

This evening I brought home a cup...
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alright, I'm done playing with photoshop for tonight.

I should probably do something productive for the rest of the night.

nah.