stina

Hey kids.
Its monday.. which means no work for me.
my hair is messy, so it keeps poking me in the eye.
Im not sure what the big plans are for today.. but ive managed to get out of bed.. so, so far its going pretty well.
Maybe ill go to the store and buy stupid shit for my family. I plan on making most of the presents.. but i still have to buy the supplies. I hate Xmas. I say this every year.
These are the reasons i hate Xmas.
Soem families are poor.. so when some kids get keyboards and 500$ presents from "santa" and the poor kids get 50$ presents... they feel like they did something wrong. Its a shitty lie to tell kids. I mean.. It might be a cute story.. but When kids et older and they find out thier parents have been lying.. they feel kinda shitty. Its like the first time you realize your mom wasnt perfect.. hm. Dissapointing.
Anyway.. I hate how greedy everyone becomes too.. liek little kids beging for presents. And its not like they can help it either.. who doesnt love presents?! Or adults comparing the price of the presents they bought you to the price of the present you got them.. eh.
I hate how stressfull xmas is.. like ok i have such and such money.. how can i divide it into 72 parts.. hmmm..
Or what should i buy for auntie richpants? or what should i get for my cousin who hates everything? Its hard to buy gifts for people you rarely see... and im a peson who hates to waste.. so i dont wanna buy a gift and have the person never use it too... blah.
It just seems liek a stupid ritual. Buy a bunch of shit for people you never see, worry about money, worry about everything. Stress. blah.
So today.
Dunno what im gonna do...
maybe ill go to target and get everyone giant footy pajamas for xmas.
I also bought Ry an Ipod a month ago.. and the fucking thing hasnt arrived yet. It said it would be here by the 2nd. I et to file a claim today. Im pissed. I hate wiatin for something.. then having to reorder.. and then having to wait again!! fucking argh!