In my mind I find the bind that intertwined my thoughts on mankind.
So what if the grass doesnt grow in my yard! What yard?
So what if capitalism becomes the new world religion!
So what if kids need stronger role models then Barney!
So What if money goes digital!
So what if TV watches us!
So What if life is just a prison locked...
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So what if the grass doesnt grow in my yard! What yard?
So what if capitalism becomes the new world religion!
So what if kids need stronger role models then Barney!
So What if money goes digital!
So what if TV watches us!
So What if life is just a prison locked...
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Designer drugs we might use in the future!
Flake!
Induces the symptoms of post traumatic stress disorder and leaves you in a state of paranoia! Good stuff.
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* Warning!! The next part of this journal is a short story of sorts that I wrote with my toes!*
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Seven minutes of stolen candy!
Morning sunlight peeks through parted blinds. Its Intrusive yellow rays lay...
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druj:
Yeah I guess for the most part...but...BUH! Alcohol+girlfriend+boyfriend= sensory overload!!!
delusion:
enlighten me bia, i dont understand your comment??
hows things? finding motivation? inspiration? i've been scrawling silly things all that...thank fucking god for freewrite. i love it.
hows things? finding motivation? inspiration? i've been scrawling silly things all that...thank fucking god for freewrite. i love it.
Don't be fooled! It's really Thursdays Journal!
Designer drugs we might use in the future!
Flake!
Induces the symptoms of post traumatic stress disorder and leaves you in a state of paranoia! Good stuff.
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* Warning!! The next part of this journal is a short story of sorts that I wrote with my toes!*
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Seven minutes of stolen candy!
Morning sunlight peeks through...
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Designer drugs we might use in the future!
Flake!
Induces the symptoms of post traumatic stress disorder and leaves you in a state of paranoia! Good stuff.
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* Warning!! The next part of this journal is a short story of sorts that I wrote with my toes!*
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Seven minutes of stolen candy!
Morning sunlight peeks through...
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thejuanupsman:
heh you almost make sleep sound good. Almost. I still hate it. waste of precious time. No wonder I have insomnia. I trained my body to think sleep is abnormal.
[Edited on Jun 10, 2004 12:15AM]
[Edited on Jun 10, 2004 12:15AM]
I hate most of my production staff at work, so I got off today to, as I put it, calm down, and now I can sit here and write all day if I want to! I love conflict!
* To pee, or not to pee? That is the question! *
WTF RANT**
I feel like I'm standing outside of this world, or it's like I...
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* To pee, or not to pee? That is the question! *
WTF RANT**
I feel like I'm standing outside of this world, or it's like I...
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thejuanupsman:
oh and on the WTF rant. I can relate man. I have felt like that a lot. Things are pretty good now though so... I hope some of my recent luck wears off on you..
thejuanupsman:
yeah you know for some reason I thought I had limited the number of people to five, and i struggled as to who to make that last person, but hell yeah man come on along you, me & josh can talk comics and hang out. hmm we will need more women though, maybe 2 women for every man. I like those odds. oh and I changed my age to present less factually accurate information, I dont want a random person from the real world to come by and recognise me.
It is a pun Juan pronounced like one, oneupsman as in besting those around you, difficult to explain actually, it is a nick name given to a superhero I played in an rpg when he assumed a fake public identity
you got me man that question was actually a recruitment scenario, I will be making my final selections soon so, be ready
[Edited on Jun 09, 2004 10:36PM]
It is a pun Juan pronounced like one, oneupsman as in besting those around you, difficult to explain actually, it is a nick name given to a superhero I played in an rpg when he assumed a fake public identity
you got me man that question was actually a recruitment scenario, I will be making my final selections soon so, be ready
[Edited on Jun 09, 2004 10:36PM]
If you build it, they will come!
I heard this voice telling me this about my site www.monstergenocide.com! So it was built, and they came!
15,000 hits in 2 months. I still can't figure out how it happened. I must really be a lonely bastard if all I talk about is this site. It's the only thing I can think of for why we...
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I heard this voice telling me this about my site www.monstergenocide.com! So it was built, and they came!
15,000 hits in 2 months. I still can't figure out how it happened. I must really be a lonely bastard if all I talk about is this site. It's the only thing I can think of for why we...
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alhim:
But on the bright side, there are woman out there! Damnit, go out there and get some man! Inspiration Comment #42564-H22
l_f:
It sounds to me like The Saga of MonsterGenocide
Lord_Frous
Lord_Frous
My site is getting so many hits it might shut down, so I had to buy more space. I fyou go to it and it's not up or your getting error signs, just give it time to reset. The audio episodes are in 4 parts to make it easier to down load and burn on CD. If you've already heard it, please tell me what...
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princesskat:
Thanks for the luv babe.
back at 'cha.
I'll just slap 'em around a couple of times and straighten their asses up.
I'll just slap 'em around a couple of times and straighten their asses up.
delusion:
LD is a deathtrap and i am so freshly bitter ugh....i dont even want to hang out with me...admire your balls though..
well, ive never seen your balls but you know what i mean, your gusto, your guts...whatev
well, ive never seen your balls but you know what i mean, your gusto, your guts...whatev
I have to admit that Im not going back to sleep. I dont know what to do about this sleep pattern of mine but whatever.
Ive been working much harder lately, making videos and finishing the first episode of my internet audio adventure Monster Genocide! Check it our when you get the chance. I suppose Im working harder to keep my mind off the...
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Ive been working much harder lately, making videos and finishing the first episode of my internet audio adventure Monster Genocide! Check it our when you get the chance. I suppose Im working harder to keep my mind off the...
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princesskat:
Donde estaban todo usted cuando yo era solo? Caramba! Usted esta en todas partes ahora! No entiendo! Pero tengo a un maravilloso hombre ahora, y el me ama enormemente. No puedo quejarme.
I know..I know....but I have to say it...one day your chica won't be complaining about you either.
Edited to say: Please read the last part of my journal. (And laugh...please laugh.)
[Edited on Jun 07, 2004 5:41AM]
I know..I know....but I have to say it...one day your chica won't be complaining about you either.
Edited to say: Please read the last part of my journal. (And laugh...please laugh.)
[Edited on Jun 07, 2004 5:41AM]
princesskat:
That's why I say what I do. I know. I try not to be her, and yes...sometimes it's the guy who plays that role, but my questions to all those people, either sex....if you're so unhappy with that person, why do you stay? Why do you cheat? For doing so, you are just as low down and dirty.
Ok, Stiggy. This was a bad idea. I was about to start writing a book! AH!
Baby, you are a doll...and she will be right under your nose waiting, when you least expect it. (At least that is where I have found the good ones!)
Kisses to you babe!
Ok, Stiggy. This was a bad idea. I was about to start writing a book! AH!
Baby, you are a doll...and she will be right under your nose waiting, when you least expect it. (At least that is where I have found the good ones!)
Kisses to you babe!
The first episode of Monster Genocide is up on www.monstergenocide.com! You gotta go check it out, download it or just listen to it online, but it's at it's best when you hear it in head phones! In a few weeks we're going to be uploading the unrated outtakes so stay tuned for that!
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delusion:
never dated a white guy, honey.
alicat:
Thanks for posting...
So do you sleep? I'm just wondering. You seem to have had a couple of fairly busy months accumulating friends and judging by the above posts you like to watch the sun come up...at leat on weekends. I suppose I have little room to talk as this site will no doubt inform you that it's after two here.
I'm going to watch my half brother graduate tommorow. I'm always pleased to see him finish something he starts. I don't say "half brother" to diminish his brotherness. I suppose I just am feeling a bit old today to have a brother just out of high school. Speaking of which, why did you withhold your age on your profile? Your photo shows your not some filthy old man or a fourteen years old so what's the secret?
P.S. Please don't think I'm being an english language snob but it's the sort of thing I would want someone to tell me, like when you have a boogy hanging out of your nose. Jimi Hendrix has one "m" in his name, foreplay is one word and finally the least important "anal spelling girl thing" rubbing has two B's.
I hope you don't think I stink now. I'm a geek and couldn't help myself.
Happy Sunday. Mmmmm Sun-Day. It's supposed to be just that for those of us in our neck of the woods. (I'm outside of Philly)
PeaceandLove
So do you sleep? I'm just wondering. You seem to have had a couple of fairly busy months accumulating friends and judging by the above posts you like to watch the sun come up...at leat on weekends. I suppose I have little room to talk as this site will no doubt inform you that it's after two here.
I'm going to watch my half brother graduate tommorow. I'm always pleased to see him finish something he starts. I don't say "half brother" to diminish his brotherness. I suppose I just am feeling a bit old today to have a brother just out of high school. Speaking of which, why did you withhold your age on your profile? Your photo shows your not some filthy old man or a fourteen years old so what's the secret?
P.S. Please don't think I'm being an english language snob but it's the sort of thing I would want someone to tell me, like when you have a boogy hanging out of your nose. Jimi Hendrix has one "m" in his name, foreplay is one word and finally the least important "anal spelling girl thing" rubbing has two B's.
I hope you don't think I stink now. I'm a geek and couldn't help myself.
Happy Sunday. Mmmmm Sun-Day. It's supposed to be just that for those of us in our neck of the woods. (I'm outside of Philly)
PeaceandLove
The first episode of Monster Genocide is up on www.monstergenocide.com! You gotta go check it out, download it or just listen to it online, but it's at it's best when you hear it in head phones! I added some new info to world view and we're starting to get more pics up on the site now. In a few weeks we're going to be...
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jikarx:
ill listen this weekend 
akirali:
That was fucking BRILLIANT man!!! The whole thing: music, sound design, writing, acting, all top notch! Well fucking done man!
Well I played bouncer at a block party the city put on! I didn't have to bounce anybody but fun was had! I met alot of people and I even met my next door Neighbor for the first time really. He was there hanging out! I even got hyped to a band that was playing there called The Elk Tones! My friend Jacque is...
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sionkali:
hahaha....."eating liquids".....that is so great!
sometimes I wish I could eat liquids....
delusion:
see i got to this point where i realized that i am free to say fuck it. i stopped feeling guilty for not doing what i somehow thought i was supposed to be doing. i dont care if i have no money, i dont care if i look like a failure or a waste of space to anybody. sometimes i'll write 20 pages, sit here for 2 days without showering, eating, sleeping & it makes me happier and more satisfied than crossing the stage at college graduation, more than the biggest paycheck i've ever gotten, more than the biggest round of applause or the best review i've ever recieved. even if the next day i reread, decide it's crap and throw it away. to waste a gift is a fucking tragedy. to end up middle aged, bitter and resentful, untalented and regretful would be the only way i could fail.
& you are ceirtanly not ugly, you are just weighing yourself on someone elses scale.
& you are ceirtanly not ugly, you are just weighing yourself on someone elses scale.
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im looking to move from Cleveland
but probably south or west
definitely somplace warmer
snow and ice free
hows the website been going
lots o hits
casey casem style
or maybe cidy crawford house of style
i always liked cidy
hey
did you write that journal entry or delusion ?
sometimes it is just exciting to make a list and roll with it and see what youre thinking about and how you connect things and how it comes out
it has kind of a Fight CLub feel to your journal
anyway
glad the site is rolling
i gotta check it out when i get the fucking sound on my computer fixed
the audio driver/device decided to disappear and i gotta find a computer nerd friend who can help me remedy the situation