Please allow me to introduce myself
I'm a man of wealth and taste
I've been around for a long, long year
Stole many a man's soul and faith
And I was 'round when Jesus Christ
Had his moment of doubt and pain
Made damn sure that Pilate
Washed his hands and sealed his fate
Pleased to meet you
Hope you guess my name
But what's...
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I'm a man of wealth and taste
I've been around for a long, long year
Stole many a man's soul and faith
And I was 'round when Jesus Christ
Had his moment of doubt and pain
Made damn sure that Pilate
Washed his hands and sealed his fate
Pleased to meet you
Hope you guess my name
But what's...
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Greetings,
I was intending to provide a link for an MP3 file of the The Sorrows' tune entitled "Take A Heart" extra special for this St. Valentines day, but my internet provider is being a piece-of-shit eating, motherfucking asshole and I cannot upload said file. Instead, I leave you with whatever bitterness these words may convey.
PS: Said issues are in addition to my separate...
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I was intending to provide a link for an MP3 file of the The Sorrows' tune entitled "Take A Heart" extra special for this St. Valentines day, but my internet provider is being a piece-of-shit eating, motherfucking asshole and I cannot upload said file. Instead, I leave you with whatever bitterness these words may convey.

PS: Said issues are in addition to my separate...
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division_x:
Oh yeah? which palm tree???
-x
-x
Hey, diddle, diddle,
The cat and the fiddle,
The cow jumped over the moon.
The little dog laughed
To see such sport,
And the dish ran away with the spoon.
The cat and the fiddle,
The cow jumped over the moon.
The little dog laughed
To see such sport,
And the dish ran away with the spoon.
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noelle:
I always thought it was:
The little dog laughed
To see such a sight.
How embarrassing for me.
And yes, that was a teensy bit morbid but Hallmark brings it on?
Here`s to failed hopes and lonely nights.
The little dog laughed
To see such a sight.
How embarrassing for me.
And yes, that was a teensy bit morbid but Hallmark brings it on?
Here`s to failed hopes and lonely nights.
a35mmlife:
fork that. the spoon is mine!
When I was a child I had this dream, this certain incredible desire. All I wanted, was to fly through space at light speed. I would look at the starry night sky and imagine what it would be like to raise my arms and take off soaring into the heavens. I would see myself looking down at a receding earth, without loss, without regret. Instead,...
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superfly4343:
you coming back with a tan or windburn?
grapefruit:
what about being now?
i think you are pure being
nm
[Edited on Feb 12, 2003]
i think you are pure being
nm
[Edited on Feb 12, 2003]
Temptation
Rusted brandy in a diamond glass
everything is made from dreams
time is made from honey slow and sweet
only the fools know what it means
temptation, temptation, temptation
oh, temptation, temptation, I can't resist
I know that she is made of smoke
but I've lost my way
she knows that I am broke
so that I must play
temptation, temptation, temptation
oh, whoa,...
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Rusted brandy in a diamond glass
everything is made from dreams
time is made from honey slow and sweet
only the fools know what it means
temptation, temptation, temptation
oh, temptation, temptation, I can't resist
I know that she is made of smoke
but I've lost my way
she knows that I am broke
so that I must play
temptation, temptation, temptation
oh, whoa,...
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tigersaint:
i have the bed of nails taken care of, and i know a warehouse with very good echo. i am getting the high-end audiophile stereo, but one question: will a pony bit do, or are you set on the ball gag? please advise.
user8935778:
what a pretty picture.
A photograph is a secret about a secret. The more it tells you the less you know.
A photograph is a secret about a secret. The more it tells you the less you know.
Well, I'm better now. I think I got the last of it out last night thanks to half a bottle of Bacardi Gold, some mood appropriate music, and the shedding of many accumulated tears. I'm in the process of a major transition and so I'm dealing with all the things that might entail.
I apologise for neglecting everyone who has left comments, but I needed...
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kiscica:
i'm glad to hear you're on your way to better things. i may not be as good with words as you, but if you EVER need someone to talk to, i'm here. just find me on aim or email...whatever.
the words you left in my journal yesterday mean more to me than you'll probably ever know. i've saved them, and will look at them again, quite often i'm sure. i'm not even entirely sure what to say...other than i genuinely appreciate your friendship. thankyou so very much.
take care hun. xoxo
the words you left in my journal yesterday mean more to me than you'll probably ever know. i've saved them, and will look at them again, quite often i'm sure. i'm not even entirely sure what to say...other than i genuinely appreciate your friendship. thankyou so very much.
take care hun. xoxo
noelle:
Glad you`re feeling better. If you need to talk, my email is always an option. Hope you`re coming to see Bubba Hotep; it was really nice meeting you last time. And what Kisica said. I love seeing you post in my journals, its so nice to know someone checks in on me.
I'm all full of fire and fuck off, so I best stay quiet.
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swerve:
stendec drinks on wed the 19th at vatikan fer skinjobs movie night. be there. lets hang and enjoy misanthropy together. heheheh get it?
user8935778:
donde estas?
I am completely devoid of words.
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linz:
canada, my ass..you've been under my bed this whole time havent you, you sock stealer. *sniff
She is a flower whose rare and exquisite beauty is beyond any other under the heavens. Through time she has been the prize of those with finer tastes, her delights unknown to the ignorant and the inspirited. She has forever captured the awe of men, who have sought her gift throughout the world, desperately following the undeniable power of her scent. Only a sensitive heart...
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grooverider:
'Damn it! This transmitor is too weak for deep space communication' thought Agent Standec, stopping an almost uncontrollable fist from smashing the screen.
He was not used to feeling helpless.
A former Star-Cruiser Captain in the Royal Fleet, now a freelance Agent, he had certainly had his share of demanding moments.
Sitting back in his chair, he let out a long slow breath and closed his eyes, as was his cutom upon commencing a series of deep thoughts.
'Something's VERY wrong that's for sure...' He had one of his distinctive bad feelings- and he could tell it wasn't one of those which usually accompanied his meals at the space station diner.
He was facing two obvious options- none more appealing then the other.
the first was to consult the rebels.
Not that he objected their cause- it was very admirable indeed, they were definitely men of principals- even if they didn't wash that often...
They would probably have a plethora of conspiracy theories, from which he would be able to weave a thread of logic to lead him onwards on his way to find Grooverider.
The problem was the rebel's attempts at recruiting him- they would not leave him alone, using whatever means necessary to redeem him from his 'Greedy, Apathic state' as they refered to it.
One of them especially.
'She.'
She was the rebel commander's daughter. He didn't even know her real name- only what the rebels called her- The Tiger Saint.
Being a lone wolf started out as a pre-requisite for his line of work, and gradually became a lifestyle- One that he cherished and protected.
But there was something about her....
He would have to be careful and distant next time.
The other option was conducting a more formal line of investigation within the Galactic Council Court.
He thought of his last visit there. A smile crossed his face at pleasent memories from his brief encounter with the young duchess of Kajal- The Lady Keynor, only to be transformed a second later, into an expression of embarassment at the memory of the hugh scandal that followed and his hasty departure.
still- he could disguise his ship and go incognito...
He had to decide...
He was not used to feeling helpless.
A former Star-Cruiser Captain in the Royal Fleet, now a freelance Agent, he had certainly had his share of demanding moments.
Sitting back in his chair, he let out a long slow breath and closed his eyes, as was his cutom upon commencing a series of deep thoughts.
'Something's VERY wrong that's for sure...' He had one of his distinctive bad feelings- and he could tell it wasn't one of those which usually accompanied his meals at the space station diner.
He was facing two obvious options- none more appealing then the other.
the first was to consult the rebels.
Not that he objected their cause- it was very admirable indeed, they were definitely men of principals- even if they didn't wash that often...
They would probably have a plethora of conspiracy theories, from which he would be able to weave a thread of logic to lead him onwards on his way to find Grooverider.
The problem was the rebel's attempts at recruiting him- they would not leave him alone, using whatever means necessary to redeem him from his 'Greedy, Apathic state' as they refered to it.
One of them especially.
'She.'
She was the rebel commander's daughter. He didn't even know her real name- only what the rebels called her- The Tiger Saint.
Being a lone wolf started out as a pre-requisite for his line of work, and gradually became a lifestyle- One that he cherished and protected.
But there was something about her....
He would have to be careful and distant next time.
The other option was conducting a more formal line of investigation within the Galactic Council Court.
He thought of his last visit there. A smile crossed his face at pleasent memories from his brief encounter with the young duchess of Kajal- The Lady Keynor, only to be transformed a second later, into an expression of embarassment at the memory of the hugh scandal that followed and his hasty departure.
still- he could disguise his ship and go incognito...
He had to decide...
linz:
thank you bebe!
I am Lancelot! Pure of heart with a black worm of corruption in my soul. My breath carries the stench of an old gutter whore and my hands are foul from the labours of the night. The white satin of my tunic is stained with old semen and my shining sword is rotten at the core. Keep me away from your daughters, lock them up...
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grooverider:
ahh- Agent Standec- A warrior and a poet! that IS the best combination.
One without the other will result in either a Common Thug or a Man of Nonsense.
STG.
[Edited on Jan 17, 2003]
One without the other will result in either a Common Thug or a Man of Nonsense.
STG.
[Edited on Jan 17, 2003]
mtlqueen:
It must be hard living a double life such as these characters you've described...
Within a few minutes, most of the escape convoy had managed to flee the battlefield, and only a few of their battle ships were left- bringing in the rear. Stendec noticed with a growing concern that their numbers were diminishing rapidly.
One of them was her- he could feel it.
To his right a red light started flickering- the bad news light as he called it.
Abbadon- check your screen- its about to become hot in here.
Copy that- were off- meet us at these coordinates
His screen started filling with numbers- streaming right into his navigational computer- Oh, and Stendec
Yes?
You better clear the area in 60 seconds.
Why?
A little surprise were leaving behind Stendec could hear the two giggling like teenage pranksters.
What about the rebel ships?
Theyve been sent a notice with the coordinates- one of their representatives will meet us there- he said hell follow your ship ok- see ya there!
With that they disappeared into hyperspace.
-60 Seconds knowing Abbadon- a surprise will probably mean a nasty explosion- better make the jump on time. Computer- count back 50 seconds
Behind him, Stendec noticed a single rebel ship leaving the others. -Must be their man he thought -And not a bad pilot too He was following this one all through the battle- must be a man of some influence- he led most of the rebels maneuvers
Incoming Torpedo Attack the computer announced.
How many?
6
Prepare ship for jump
He pulled hard on the helm- his ship turned in a sharp angle as 3 of the torpedoes exploded next to him, causing no significant damage. As he turned- Stendecs eye caught the rebel ship- it got hit. One of its wings was missing and its entire rear was on fire.
Computer- time?
20 seconds to explosion
The rebels vessel was about to explode- it was a matter of seconds.
Suddenly- from its side, a small escape pod emerged- it was just floating in space- left behind the disintegrating ship.
-Its engine is shot realized Stendec- hes a sitting duck- the federation ships will get him in a second.
Sure enough- two fighters came racing behind them- still too far to take a shot, but not for long.
Stendec turned his ship around- Damn rebels he thought Giving me nothing but trouble! the escape pod was right in between him and the two ships.
Computer- initiate jump procedure
Sir- you are on a collision course- there is a 97% chance a crash will occur before completing hyperspace calculations
Never tell me the odds- prepare for the jump
It was a close race- two federation fighters on one side, a freelance agent on the other, and a rebel commander in the middle- probably with a nice price on his head.
10 seconds to explosion sir.
Shut up already
Stendecs concentration could have cut through glass. Beads of sweat were running down his forehead. He didnt even know if what he attempted to do was possible.
With three shots he managed to take one of the fighters out of commission- it was one on one.
He sped up.
Closer
Closer
Almost there
Computer- Open cargo bay doors- ready tractor beam and initiate hyperspace jump on my signal
With one final swoop, Stendec managed to swallow the tiny pod into his own ship- just like rescue simulations in the academy.
With the same motion he fired one last shot- the fighter ship in front of him exploded, and he flew through it- Engage
The familiar light and silence associated with hyperspace jumps surrounded him like a thick blanket. Computer- damage status
All systems are operating, sir.
Connect me to the escape pods radio
Go ahead sir.
Are you ok down there?
I will be when you get me out of this pod.
His heart missed a beat.
It was her.
[Edited on Feb 26, 2003]