John's girlfriend is kinda scary. She wants me, and she's scary. Dominatrix type. I think she can probably be cold in the same way Shannon was (if you all knew Shannon... heh). Oddly, I didn't feel wrong about teasing with her because she's dating John (though he wasn't a big fan of us flirting at first), but afterwards, when it seemed like she was trying...
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SG Poetry Day!
...For Redemption.
You envisioned the chance to be translucent, hard;
A diamond of the human condition.
Only one diamond can hurt another.
You craved the nowhere you believed was within you,
Voiding the craze to be hurt. (I arrived.)
Jealousy bounded beneath your smileskin.
No gears shift and jerk under all these coats of paint.
To attain nirvana, a girl goes numb....
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...For Redemption.
You envisioned the chance to be translucent, hard;
A diamond of the human condition.
Only one diamond can hurt another.
You craved the nowhere you believed was within you,
Voiding the craze to be hurt. (I arrived.)
Jealousy bounded beneath your smileskin.
No gears shift and jerk under all these coats of paint.
To attain nirvana, a girl goes numb....
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pip:
THANK YOU for participating!!!
I did enjoy your poem.
I did enjoy your poem.
xtx:
Wow. I must say, I am indeed impressed. Almost indescribably striking. Thank you.
Alexander
Alexander
BLAH.
Which is better: feeling, and taking joy in the fact that you can feel, but the feeling being pain; or being unfeeling and and taking joy in shallow pleasures, and not hurting?
Sometimes I'm confused about what pain is, because I can forget it so quickly. I've nearly convinced myself it's not real. I feel like I'm smoothing wrinkles in bedsheets.
Which is better: feeling, and taking joy in the fact that you can feel, but the feeling being pain; or being unfeeling and and taking joy in shallow pleasures, and not hurting?
Sometimes I'm confused about what pain is, because I can forget it so quickly. I've nearly convinced myself it's not real. I feel like I'm smoothing wrinkles in bedsheets.
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fenris23:
I prefer feeling pain to not feeling. I have been both places.
osoesoteric:
sometimes the only thing you get to feel is pain.. but soon that subsides and you get your normal feelings back..
I just figured out what my dorm smells like.
CAT PLACENTA.
CAT PLACENTA.
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ophelia:
MMmmmmmmmm, tasty!
how the hell do you know what cat placenta smells like?
how the hell do you know what cat placenta smells like?
mattthegoon:
yum!!!
Well, it's 6:30 AM. I'm listening to Barbra Streisand's version of Memory (from Cats). I find that funny because technically a new day is beginning, but I'm at the very end of my day. Cam is still broken and will continue to be unless Best Buy replaces it. I hope I hope.
Made the bed. Did the dishes. Need to brush my teeth... tomorrow is...
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Made the bed. Did the dishes. Need to brush my teeth... tomorrow is...
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mike11:
I work nights and have the same problems. People mowing lawns, garbage men, you name it and it has woken me up.
revington80:
I'm most definatly in 
And I'm sure Alia would be up for it
And I'm sure Alia would be up for itI. Broke. My. Cam.
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beaky:
c'mon spinky, the guy at the velvet rope won't let me in untill I'm on THE LIST...
beaky:
ohh thank you, its so nice to be part of the "in" crowd...
It's the dorms....
WARP SPEED, BABY!!!
Check Spinkycam and IM me if you want to see the new room.
WARP SPEED, BABY!!!
Check Spinkycam and IM me if you want to see the new room.
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rybo:
whoooo.
now that makes for some super speed humping action.
now that makes for some super speed humping action.
eyeballkid:
bees are on the what now?
sleepypeep.
my friend just did cocaine for the first time and her heart was apparently going really fast. but i guess she's ok now. stupid stupid stupid. i love her but dumb decision, i think. sorry for those of you who do whatever, but... weed is enough for me.
the boys are still playing madden '04. silly boys.
my friend just did cocaine for the first time and her heart was apparently going really fast. but i guess she's ok now. stupid stupid stupid. i love her but dumb decision, i think. sorry for those of you who do whatever, but... weed is enough for me.
the boys are still playing madden '04. silly boys.
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eyeballkid:
I drink coke all the time. I gets me all squirelly.
stacie:
cocaine makes your heart go really fast? who would of thunk? wonder what speed does to you! 
haha..
that's making fun of her.. not you
haha..
that's making fun of her.. not you
back. currently on Noel's slow connexion.
really not much interesting to say. cell phone charger is missing, battery dead. moving into dorm tomorrow. didn't get to go to the party last night because it was all the way across town and we are car-less. *le sigh*
oh well, i'm sure i'll have plenty of drunken escapades next week. and plus, i got to cuddle and...
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really not much interesting to say. cell phone charger is missing, battery dead. moving into dorm tomorrow. didn't get to go to the party last night because it was all the way across town and we are car-less. *le sigh*
oh well, i'm sure i'll have plenty of drunken escapades next week. and plus, i got to cuddle and...
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tattoosnscrews:
Drunkin Love Journal Bomb!!
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fenris23:
Thats what I am on too, ResNet.
Well, after the name-change-apalooza and then finding out about the major zots of today, I'm exhausted. Moving out tomorrow, so I may not be on for a few days. Should be back Saturday. If I have your phone number, expect drunk-dialing in the interim.
Added my AIM sn to my profile, cause, ya know what, I want you all to IM me. If you bug...
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violentlydave:
doh sucks about th emove. i just finished a move.. well..
still have to clean out old place so I get a bit of my deposit
back (and as ex-GF left a few beautiful reminders of herself
in the form of fists into walls, I'm kinda going up hill on the
deposit anyhow)... then of course the 2 month unpacking
period.......... wheee. cough. hopefully you'll make it to the
tampa thing. you look vaguely familiar and i'm trying to
figure why.. you look like a friend of mine's wife though,
which is probably why i think you look familiar....
still have to clean out old place so I get a bit of my deposit
back (and as ex-GF left a few beautiful reminders of herself
in the form of fists into walls, I'm kinda going up hill on the
deposit anyhow)... then of course the 2 month unpacking
period.......... wheee. cough. hopefully you'll make it to the
tampa thing. you look vaguely familiar and i'm trying to
figure why.. you look like a friend of mine's wife though,
which is probably why i think you look familiar....
violentlydave:
doh. double post. whoops!
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[Edited on Aug 15, 2003]
Forgive me, but it's essay time. Read it if you have the patience. If not... just answer the following.
Name at least one thing, person, or event that has made you glad you were alive today.
For me: Singing along with La Vie Boheme from RENT, comments from all my sweet SG friends, chat topics about what an attention whore I am, writing advice from...
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Name at least one thing, person, or event that has made you glad you were alive today.
For me: Singing along with La Vie Boheme from RENT, comments from all my sweet SG friends, chat topics about what an attention whore I am, writing advice from...
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al:
I had a dream that that terminator was coming for me.
koleeta:
oh you spiky blue thing you
alright, alright, fine, fuck normal. i wish i was a different kind of abnormal. 
dentist appt. this morning means i'm running on about 2-3 hours of sleep (yes, i read last night after getting offline) and thus, today may bring you a really really psychotically bouncy Spinky.
it's Tuesday. i move out Thursday. summer survival. awwww yeah. *geekout*
does someone want to come rub my...
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dentist appt. this morning means i'm running on about 2-3 hours of sleep (yes, i read last night after getting offline) and thus, today may bring you a really really psychotically bouncy Spinky.
it's Tuesday. i move out Thursday. summer survival. awwww yeah. *geekout*
does someone want to come rub my...
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tiamat:
me me me! i'll even kiss it better.
stirfry:
boo!
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[Edited on Aug 12, 2003]
hope you are having fun over there though. if not. hop into chat as usual and go nuts.