spiderkittin

a friend posted this on myspace in a bulletin. its one of those uplifting type stories or whatever. its so good. that i'm gonna post it here for all to see.

deff worth the read

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in
a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers.....

A professor...
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i hate being on the rag.

because i become fucking depressed and have this overwhelming feeling of worthlessness.

so AWA was pretty fuckin radd.

i had a lot of fun. and met some really amazing people.


i already miss my park crew.

they are the amazing people i hung out with at the park across from the hotel from about 3 am to 6 am sunday morning.

but i think we are all planning on getting back together some time soon.


still no...
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i'm not so mad anymore.

i kinda wanna kill a few guys still. and i wish my friend jeff didnt like me. because honestly i just like him as a friend. and it pisses me off. and my stupid ass has to wake up early tomorrow for a date with him... >.<

i did have an amazing day yesterday. i'm not gonna gush about it....
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this has been a long time coming.

but...


FUCK GUYS AND THEIR GOD DAMN BULLSHIT.

i'm sooooo sick of meeting a guy, being swept off my feet, then to be ignored for several days, while things were left on good terms. only for them to come up with some bullshit reason to not want to date me.

lately the favorite is my age.

like. really....
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everything is good. dcon this weekend. woo.

i need to do laundry. haha.

like really. normally i do laundry every two weeks. key word try. but normally i get it done. its been like. almost two months since i've done any REAL laundry. there is the occasinal pant and underwear wash. but really. my room is piled high with dirty clothes.

why havent i done...
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"Rise"

So much pain we
Dont know how to be but angry
Feel infected like weve got gangrene
Please dont let anybody try to change me
Me
Just me
In the middle of a sea full of faces
Full of faces
Some laugh some salivate
Whats in your alleyway
Recycling bins or bullet cases
Its not equal
Its not fair
Were different people
But were...
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"Handlebars"

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars

Look at me Look at me
Hands in the air like its good to be
Alive and I'm a famous rapper
Even when the pastor all crookedy
I can show you how to dosey doe
I can show you how...
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EDIT:

i just heard from robert. hehehe. he's been asleep all day.

ass munch.

so. yeah. that part of life is good.

damn my overactive worryful brain.

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fuck fuck fuck fuck.


the 16th my friend tyler died. and i didnt find out till this Wednesday night.

then i was completely ignored and blown off by robert. and i cant figure out for the life...
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holy shit. life went from dull and boring. to fucking crazy!

so i started working at kroger this past sunday in the deli/bakery.

and i'm not gonna have a single day off this week.

but guess what?

today i got a call from Claires, and they want to interview me for a part time asst managers position. so i'm gonna call them and get an...
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nevermind.

i'm only slightly sad.

i'm good again.

i had like an hour long talk with andy. took forever to hear the words i wanted to hear. but i heard em. and i'm good now.

we are still broken up.

but now i dont care.




robert is no longer gonna go with me on friday. and it pisses me off that he bailed on me...
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