because i become fucking depressed and have this overwhelming feeling of worthlessness.
my parents have been bitching about me not having money.
i hate not having money. and i hate how its a slow moment in retail right now.
but after halloween
EVERYTHING will pick up again.
but you know. i kinda need money NOW.
you know. for my car payment, my phone bill, clothes for my new second job at Claires, because well, they have a dress code there.... >.<, and also the fact that roberts birthday is in less than a month. and i want him to have a great birthday damn it.
but NO.
kroger had to FUCK me over. and now i have no money and i cant do shit.
halloween is soon.
i'm still trying to decide what i wanna be.
god knows...
maybe a scene girl. that would be funny....
time for lizzy to buy buttloads of hair extensions. hahahahaha.
anyway.
i'm gonna play tetris.
<333
rose tint my world....