Well, the weekend was a rollercoaster, as expected. Surprisingly, I actually feel OK. She didn't sleep with him; it's more of an aching heart type of thing. She needs something fresh. I don't think it has much to do with him, per se, and more with just her need to spread her wings. I've decided to spread mine, give her some space to grow.
We've actually gotten along fine since she came back. I had a fun weekend - saw Little Brother at The El Rey, did a lot of stuff around my house, worked out, got a haircut. I feel good. Whatever comes of this, I am going to improve. If her and I can find a way to have what we had again someday, that will be great. If not, whoever gets me is going to have one hell of a man.
Peace, y'all.
We've actually gotten along fine since she came back. I had a fun weekend - saw Little Brother at The El Rey, did a lot of stuff around my house, worked out, got a haircut. I feel good. Whatever comes of this, I am going to improve. If her and I can find a way to have what we had again someday, that will be great. If not, whoever gets me is going to have one hell of a man.
Peace, y'all.