I have broken a pure heart. She was terrified of spiders. Every time we saw one, she would make me take it outside because i refused to kill them. Tonight they have returned. They were very considerate to stay away. But how did they know?
There are things in life that make living worthwhile, and there are things in life that suck ass. Need we...
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There are things in life that make living worthwhile, and there are things in life that suck ass. Need we...
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wildy:
There are events in the life who shall remain inexplicable... they are the mysteries of the life
back at work after a month off. too many late nights and empty vodka bottles than i planned but the fun is over now - back to functioning in the world. The world doesn't stop. Occasionally it might slow down a little so you can catch up but ultimately its up to you. I'm starting to learn that the race is won by running slowly.
helly:
Wise words. 
megglatron:
Boo.
fuck the dead dark fuel.
well, i'm on holidays for a month. from nursing, anyway. will still be working at the bookshop and now on thursdays as well as friday. depression still lingers. i dont think i can stop it. its seems i go like this at this time of year. i think i'll just have to watch it come and try to make the most of it. at least...
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ooni:
Where've you been lately?
When i get depressed, it feels like the end of happiness - not just the absence of happiness. I think this is one reason it feels so awful. So when i feel depressed, if i think of it as merely the absence of happiness for a finite period of time, it might be easier to cope with.
On another note, i have been questioning some...
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On another note, i have been questioning some...
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bepps:
It was words of wisdom. Even the most carefully calculatable of sciences there's one thing that's always constant. Everything we know is wrong. Every single law of physics has been proven to be wrong except for the current ones (but those will be proven wrong in just a few years). That's one thing that has to suck about being a physicist. Every theory you produce you already know that it's wrong. All of Albert Einstein theories have been proven to be inaccurate as will all theories that replaced his. And that holds true with everything we know as humans. 
sydgirl:
Sydney SGAU end of year dinner and drinks
this morning, while i slept, Oliver ate a whole bag of food. He was very pleased with himself. But as the day went on, i think he began to rue his gluttony. I've been reading about the history of the LTTE and the Tamil-Sinhalese conflict. Its interesting.
traceelement:
hehehe oh that would have been amusing to see.. the very happy pleased with himself Oliver slowly ... feeling not so great about his indulgence heh heh.
ooni:
It's a cock.
bloody dogs have been at it again. maybe they do it intentionally so i pay them more attention instead of chatting online all night. hope to be back soon...
helly:
Ask them to stop, tell them I said please and give them a bunch of scmackos or something
beckyjane:
Look forward to your return.
Back online with big wooden door blocking off the side of the house so naughty puppies can't get under there and chew things again. Been sick with the flu for a week now. Thought I was getting better but woke up today feeling crap again. Probably shouldn't have had a few drinkies on the weekend and the cigarettes wouldn't have helped either. Feeling content at...
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helly:
Hope its going well with your lady loves!
beckyjane:
How is it going?!
Hi all, my dogs have chewed through the phone line again so i'm without the net for a while. dont know when it will get fixed but hopefully not too long. see you soon.
axelle:
me also I always wondered which taste had a phone line huhu
helly:
Can't wait to see you on the weekend!
She dropped around unexpectedly and filled me with life.
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e1e:
YAY!
helly:
I miss you 
When I'm stoned I get lots of thoughts and the ones that seem important I write down on a piece of paper in texta. I just came across one that I wrote about 8 months ago:
"Because we have self-awareness, we forget that we're apes. What we have forgotten is the price we pay for sentience."
I remember it seemed profound at the time, but...
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"Because we have self-awareness, we forget that we're apes. What we have forgotten is the price we pay for sentience."
I remember it seemed profound at the time, but...
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Went to the Black Dog Institute yesterday. Black Dog Institute They are mood disorder specialists. They think I have Bipolar II Disorder. Seems to fit. I thought this myself for a while but wasn't sure. It's hard to tell if your mood is high or just not depressed. So what now? As Dr Thompson would say, "What comes next?"
They said I should stop drinking...
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They said I should stop drinking...
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ephexis:
I think it's best to stay away from the booze for a while. You may find a whole new perspective of life and the people around you when you head is clearer. Best of Luck!
helly:
I know how you feel. Hope you are ok. If you wanna hang you have my number