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I've given up with the tooth, there were no appointments today, so I can't be fucked to wait and see if they have one tomorrow, I'll just do without the fucker until my appointment on Monday afternoon. Just don't expect me to smile, ok? And NO I will not share pics of my gap 
So today, I have been trying to work out ways of...
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soulfly:
Thanks for the reassurance. Means a lot.
Was sitting all day yesterday after handing in my notice, asking myself 'Was that the right thing to do?'
Nothing ventured and all that..
Was sitting all day yesterday after handing in my notice, asking myself 'Was that the right thing to do?'
Nothing ventured and all that..
zola25:
Wow, a couple of those are very close. I'd have to say number five is spot on and number two is quite close too ... ok, it's not quite close but that's pretty much spot on!!! 
We got engaged yesterday
I hope the A&L accept you and you hear something very soon. if you don't hear soon then give them a call to chase them up. Sometimes banks aren't very good at communicating unless they want you to pay charges etc. Good luck sweetie!
We got engaged yesterday
I hope the A&L accept you and you hear something very soon. if you don't hear soon then give them a call to chase them up. Sometimes banks aren't very good at communicating unless they want you to pay charges etc. Good luck sweetie!
Update on the tooth situation:
He's stuck it back in for now (23.50), I have an appointment next Monday for an extraction (95), then he'll stick it back in until the next appointment for bridge preparation (275), then back in again, until the final appointment for fitting the bridge (275) = total 668.50 - so I wasn't far out with my estimate of 700. Really...
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He's stuck it back in for now (23.50), I have an appointment next Monday for an extraction (95), then he'll stick it back in until the next appointment for bridge preparation (275), then back in again, until the final appointment for fitting the bridge (275) = total 668.50 - so I wasn't far out with my estimate of 700. Really...
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noctem:
Aww, I'm sorry things are so fucked right now 
If I had a magic wand I'd make it all better in a second. But alas, I'm no Fairy Goddamn nothing. Chin up, things could be worse. You could be deformed Late......
If I had a magic wand I'd make it all better in a second. But alas, I'm no Fairy Goddamn nothing. Chin up, things could be worse. You could be deformed Late......
cest_la_mae:
Teeth are so expensive. 
Sorry sweetie...
My last dentist didn't know what he was doing either. They did a crap job rebonding a tooth and I went back to have them fix it. They told me it was fine and I said no it's not and they said yes it is and I said then there shouldn't be any charge for this visit and they chuckled. They keep sending me a bill and I keep calling them to say that there is nothing to pay for.
Sorry sweetie...
My last dentist didn't know what he was doing either. They did a crap job rebonding a tooth and I went back to have them fix it. They told me it was fine and I said no it's not and they said yes it is and I said then there shouldn't be any charge for this visit and they chuckled. They keep sending me a bill and I keep calling them to say that there is nothing to pay for.
I'm writing off today completely. Today SUCKS.
First I hear about Lynne having 4-12 months maximum to live, then I find out from my Dad that our family friend Tom died last night, and now..................................................
I've broken a fucking tooth which means I'll probably end up having to find at least 700 to have it crowned I simply don't have that money as you all...
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First I hear about Lynne having 4-12 months maximum to live, then I find out from my Dad that our family friend Tom died last night, and now..................................................
I've broken a fucking tooth which means I'll probably end up having to find at least 700 to have it crowned
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cherry_deadly:
oh baby, im soo so sorry. talk about a totally shitty day. I know a lot of dentists do payment plans, so im sure you will be able to work something out. OR, just had a thought, could you not go to A&E at a big hospital, they have dental units in emergencies and tis usually free for basic work to keep you going, they might do a temporary crown for you until you can get a proper one put in? just a thought, you know where i am if you wanna talk, tex, phone, shout me to come online. hugs.
Lise xxxxxxxxxx
oh baby, im soo so sorry. talk about a totally shitty day. I know a lot of dentists do payment plans, so im sure you will be able to work something out. OR, just had a thought, could you not go to A&E at a big hospital, they have dental units in emergencies and tis usually free for basic work to keep you going, they might do a temporary crown for you until you can get a proper one put in? just a thought, you know where i am if you wanna talk, tex, phone, shout me to come online. hugs.
Lise xxxxxxxxxx
zola25:
Awwww honey, I'm so sorry about your tooth
Yeah, listen to Lise, she knows what she's talking about. I'm sure the dentist/hospital will be able to help out somehow, just stay calm and see what they can do. Lots of hugs
Yeah, listen to Lise, she knows what she's talking about. I'm sure the dentist/hospital will be able to help out somehow, just stay calm and see what they can do. Lots of hugs
I've just heard the woman who did the salaries at my old work place had been told she has a maximum of 12 months to live She developed breast cancer in her 30's but fought it off and recovered, they operated and got rid of it - TWICE. Now she's got cancer of the spinal fluid and it's not curable. I'm gutted, she is a...
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She developed breast cancer in her 30's but fought it off and recovered, they operated and got rid of it - TWICE. Now she's got cancer of the spinal fluid and it's not curable. I'm gutted, she is a... Read More
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soulfly:
That really is horrible. My aunt died last year fro a brain tumour, which she developed after having fought breast cancer for a couple of years. It was really hard for the whooe family. Thankfully her kids are not too young.
It's a horrible time for everybody.
It's a horrible time for everybody.
cherry_deadly:
aww darlin, what awful news. so sorry to hear about your old work colleague.
and as for the ex becoming a father...these things happen, lets just hope the baby brings them together and they live happily ever after, for the sake of the bebe at least
kisses and hugs. be cheery you.
L xxx
and as for the ex becoming a father...these things happen, lets just hope the baby brings them together and they live happily ever after, for the sake of the bebe at least
kisses and hugs. be cheery you.
L xxx
Updated Sun 6th March - RIP Tommy Vance Rock Show legend dies from stroke First John Peel, now Tommy Vance, who's next?
Fuck, my legs ache so much today, but I guess I should be grateful as it means that I'm finally getting some good exercise doing these two paper rounds. Although, they've just cut one of mine back by 61 papers That means I'm...
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Rock Show legend dies from stroke First John Peel, now Tommy Vance, who's next?
Fuck, my legs ache so much today, but I guess I should be grateful as it means that I'm finally getting some good exercise doing these two paper rounds. Although, they've just cut one of mine back by 61 papers
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soulfly:
Not too good. Was supposed to hear back today.
Didnt.
Ah well, shit happens...
Didnt.
Ah well, shit happens...
maliki:
Thank you for the birthday wishes 
*hugs*
now im gonna take a stab at this quiz thingy
My name:Michelle
Where did we meet:Sg DUH!
Take a stab at my middle name:Lynn
Do I believe in God:belive yes, worship no
How long have you known me:not long enough
Do I smoke:yes
What was your first impression of me upon meeting/finding me:intresting
Colour of my eyes: green? hazalish?
Do I have any siblings:no
What's one of my favourite things to do: Get on SG get piercings (then again who on here doesnt), ride a bike
Do you remember one of the first things I said to you:Happy birthday?
What's my favourite type of music :Alternative
What is the best feature about me: im not sure yet..
Am I shy or outgoing: id say outgoing
Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: haha rebel
What's your favourite memory of me: too soon to say
Any special talents: im not sure about this one either..
do I get a do over if im wrong?
*hugs*
now im gonna take a stab at this quiz thingy
My name:Michelle
Where did we meet:Sg DUH!
Take a stab at my middle name:Lynn
Do I believe in God:belive yes, worship no
How long have you known me:not long enough
Do I smoke:yes
What was your first impression of me upon meeting/finding me:intresting
Colour of my eyes: green? hazalish?
Do I have any siblings:no
What's one of my favourite things to do: Get on SG
get piercings (then again who on here doesnt), ride a bike
Do you remember one of the first things I said to you:Happy birthday?
What's my favourite type of music :Alternative
What is the best feature about me: im not sure yet..
Am I shy or outgoing: id say outgoing
Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: haha rebel
What's your favourite memory of me: too soon to say
Any special talents: im not sure about this one either..
do I get a do over if im wrong?
In case any of you were wondering (which I doubt as the only person who commented was Telepathboy), the bold words in my previous journal were not lyrics, nor were they stolen from someone else. They were all mine Telepathboy has inspired me to write again, for which I thank him kindly. I just need to get my writing juices flowing again after having...
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thelastbeliever:
But i seriously didn't think i looked knackered...
Thats how i normally look.
Thats how i normally look.
the_reverend:
Cheers babe. I just got in. Day not too bad, but all the same glad to be home!
The lights are extinguished one by one
Until I stare out at a darkened landscape
The moon rising, clouds moving
I'm all alone, but I have no fear
For this is where I long to be
Solitude is my friend, my lover, my all
Time has no bearing
As I sit and wait
For how long I don't yet know
But it will arrive as...
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Until I stare out at a darkened landscape
The moon rising, clouds moving
I'm all alone, but I have no fear
For this is where I long to be
Solitude is my friend, my lover, my all
Time has no bearing
As I sit and wait
For how long I don't yet know
But it will arrive as...
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matildakat:
Hi!
How you doin? Getting some spanking I see...
It's shit when money is tight, have been there far too often (spent 12 years freelancing), and now I'm going back to college. Must be mad!!!
Great to meet. Look after yourself darling
x
How you doin? Getting some spanking I see...
It's shit when money is tight, have been there far too often (spent 12 years freelancing), and now I'm going back to college. Must be mad!!!
Great to meet. Look after yourself darling
x
zola25:
I promise i won't spank your bum anymore then ... well not tonite anyway ... I hope your feet survive tomorrow, blisters are never too nice .... take it easy and have a nice soak in the bath ... how come you've had warm weather? Is Swindon tropical this time of the year?
Lots of hugs
... I hope your feet survive tomorrow, blisters are never too nice .... take it easy and have a nice soak in the bath ... how come you've had warm weather? Is Swindon tropical this time of the year?
Lots of hugs
You came to me like a dream, the kind that always leaves. Just as the best part starts, it ends so abruptly. And leaves you stunned and naked in your bedroom all alone. It's kinda funny how something so soothing gets interrupted by the ring of a telephone. And you broke me like the cigarette that I busted on the day I quit. But now...
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maxamillian:
red hair looks hot. 
are you feeling better about youself now?
are you feeling better about youself now?
eldarkinslayer:
The new do rocks!!!!
Sorry about this got it in an email and must share
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> 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.
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> 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
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> 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
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> 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!
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> 7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM. http://www.smileycentral.com/?partner=ZSzeb001_VSXXXXXX46US
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> 9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain
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> This message has been sent to you for good luck in sex. The original is in a room in the basement of the Dwight House Pub. It has been sent around the world nine times. Now sex has been sent to you.
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> If you don't, then you will never receive good sex again for the rest of your life. You will eventually become celibate, and your genitals will rot and fall off. This is no joke! Send copies to people you think need sex (who doesn't?). Don't send money, as the fate of your genitals has no price.
Sorry about this got it in an email and must share
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> Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy!
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> 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.
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> 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
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> 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
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> 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
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> 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
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> 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!
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> 7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM. http://www.smileycentral.com/?partner=ZSzeb001_VSXXXXXX46US
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> 8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque buildup.
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> 9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain
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> 10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.
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> This message has been sent to you for good luck in sex. The original is in a room in the basement of the Dwight House Pub. It has been sent around the world nine times. Now sex has been sent to you.
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> The "Hot Sex Fairy" will visit you within four days of receiving this message, provided you, in turn, send it on.
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> If you don't, then you will never receive good sex again for the rest of your life. You will eventually become celibate, and your genitals will rot and fall off. This is no joke! Send copies to people you think need sex (who doesn't?). Don't send money, as the fate of your genitals has no price.
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dawnrazor:
Rockin' hair - love it!
the_reverend:
Red hair day is fantastic!
[Edited on Mar 13, 2005 4:44PM]
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I'm more of a recovered nerd LOL
[Edited on Mar 13, 2005 4:45PM]
Fields of the Nephilim were a great fucking band by the way. You don't see their name floating around too much anymore, but man were they good. Anyway, thanks...