Monday Apr 09, 2007

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I understand your helplessness
You stand shrouded in the shadow
Of a world bigger than you
Looking for anything to get you through

I am here to lie to you
I am here to break the fall
I live only to deny you
I am here to end it all

I'm possessed by hopelessness
Still you look to me for truth
But you can...
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nicklesanddimes3:

hmmm....doesnt sound like my cup of tea.

Friday Mar 30, 2007

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Isn't it slightly interesting the ties that one's mind makes to certain smells, sights, or other things? In this specific case that brings the thought, it's music. There are certain artists that I don't have 'free' memories of any longer, they are tied to someone. It's not that they are bad memories or anything, to be honest they are quite...
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gamma:

I believe that when we make a deep emotional connection to someone there are certain things that trigger the reminiscence of that connection. I don't know how many times I've smelled someone's cologne and have been transported back to 12 years ago, remembering a special person. It's strange how it all works.

Thank you for the nice comment. I just feel sometimes as if I've settled for an "easy" life and have forsaken the life I had envisioned for myself years ago. I'm not completely unhappy, but I'm certainly not carefree either. Not that I think I would ever be carefree but at least I could be a little more relaxed. Guess I'll just take it as it comes...

Wednesday Sep 06, 2006

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Maybe I'm the one that's fallen
For just this shadow, just this light
Falling, reaching for my moment
Leaving little darknesses behind
I've tasted poison in your tears
Even though you thought you knew so well
Maybe it's my fault for Falling
Maybe it's my fault for wanting Hell.
gamma:

This poem goes perfectly with a dream that I have just awaken from.

How are you, hun? Haven't heard much from you frown

gamma:

Well the dream was about a friend who had been more than a friend at one time. I really despise him personally (he is just one of those people who is always sarcastic and acts as if he knows more than everyone else) but physically I have an incredible attraction to him and I don't really know why. I thought your poem summed up my feelings pretty well (even though I'm sure you meant something totally different).

I really miss you posting in my journal :-( You need to stop in more often! I thought you left SG ... had to keep checking my friends list to make sure you were still there. Perhaps I should attack you on AIM one of these days :-) What's new out west?

Monday Aug 21, 2006

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Oh my light.

This frail figure I leave behind
Perfect in body
But I am a flaw
I am an emotional mind
Leave me now
Because I won't know how
To turn away
To tear away
When I'm falling apart at the seams
Another emptiness
I'm one more hell to keep
Just one more crying prayer
Before you fall asleep

Monday Jun 05, 2006

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So... how pathetic can the world be? Pretty damn pathetic.

We moved, just recently. All in all it went pretty decent, but we had this one problem. We owned this old Toyota Dolphin Motorhome. The engine was in decent shape, but the actual cabin part was a fixer-upper. We decided we were going to sell it for a little bit... and then decided it wasn...
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gamma:

frown That sux so bad! People are such creeps and that's why I hate most of the world. Where are you moving to? I hope all else is well ... I've missed hearing from you kiss

Monday May 01, 2006

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I liked the way my hand looked on your head
And the presence of my knuckles.
But the beauty of this vision alone
Just like yesterday's sunset
Has been perverted by the sentimental
And mistaken for love.



Live - Iris
gamma:

Your poem reminds me of an a recent friendship that I just had to put an end to...beautiful, painful

gamma:

biggrin You could have gotten away with thieving it too!

How's things anyway?

Friday Apr 28, 2006

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This is a response sent to a handful of people who were reviewing a billing memo which was being sent. The response comes from a person in our publications section. I laughed so friggin hard when I read it... but I also learned something. And knowing is half the battle.

Thank you for your comment. I value all comments from the reviewers and appreciate their...
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anna:

damnit, i STILL want to go to prom! sooooo badly.....
i love learning ways to improve my grammar!
the sad thing is that i am completely serious.

Sunday Apr 16, 2006

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I'm starting to go crazy and I want to kick things! I can't find my Clann Zu cd and it's driving me bug-nuts! Grr!

I kind of go through phases where I *REALLY* want to listen to a CD. Usually, I find that cd, listen to it for a week, and it's out of my system for a bit. Well... I...
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Sunday Apr 16, 2006

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Everyone should go look at the old Zelda easter set, because it's adorable and Zelda was very beautiful. We miss her and her cuteness very much!

-D

(and I miss Olivia too, but I heard she's coming back. I, however, don't think either of them miss me shocked )
gamma:

Aww...I'd miss you if you left! smile

wink

Thursday Apr 13, 2006

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I'm alive
I can feel the blood
Rushing through my veins
And that's all I need to know
Cause I'm not looking for a change
I've got friends and enemies
But it just don't bother me
For as long as I believe
I can breathe.

Everyone loves to watch as the violet streaks tear across the cold, cold night. With...
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fetish:

be happppppy mew meow

Wednesday Mar 29, 2006

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[22:12] wittyfakename: whoa... so the more i read about this weird ass therapy... the more i'm morbidly curious

[22:12] Fab EU Lo SO: ..............?

[22:13] wittyfakename: they kind of... tap you on the head and wave a light in your eyes while you talk about traumatic incidents

[22:14] Fab EU Lo SO: whats it called?

[22:15] wittyfakename: Eye Movement Desensitization...
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opium:

Thank you and certainly I'll find my path... time heals anything, nee?
Sorry, I'm dumb and I didn't read you post, but I'll try next time...i'ts just weird to look at a convertation with some1 whatever

anyways, I loved your comment...
kiss kiss

Opium, almost falling on spleep

gamma:

Being flakey is forgivable kiss

I like your new picture...you look like you are in ecstasy wink

On a side note, I just realized that I made a typo in the previous post I made to your journal which really bothers me biggrin