I've realised today that all i've been doing is what i hate most.....waiting, i mean, i've been productive, but the entire time i've just been waiting. I've got a pretty good idea what i'm going to be doing tomorrow too.
I guess it was going to have to happen, I just hoped to keep it as late as possible. My hopes again began to outgrow reality. I know what i want. But I cannot be selfish in a situation like this. Pushing against fate is useless. I have to allow my heart to take a back seat to my head. I have to just remember why it is that I am waiting, and why its worth it, regardless of what happens.
This weekend is going to be very intence, whatever road the wind blows me down.
I guess it was going to have to happen, I just hoped to keep it as late as possible. My hopes again began to outgrow reality. I know what i want. But I cannot be selfish in a situation like this. Pushing against fate is useless. I have to allow my heart to take a back seat to my head. I have to just remember why it is that I am waiting, and why its worth it, regardless of what happens.
This weekend is going to be very intence, whatever road the wind blows me down.