With your halo, slipin down,
with your halo, slipin down
you cant talk
with your halo, slipin down
you cant talk
this rollercoaster is turning into a merry go round.....something has to change
I feel like i've shot myself in the foot,
although to be fair, this may be the only way to get out of that cycle. I cant possibly know what it feels like for her. But this way she doesnt have to worry about me, if she wants to change her life, she'll only be able to do it in my complete absense. I had...
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although to be fair, this may be the only way to get out of that cycle. I cant possibly know what it feels like for her. But this way she doesnt have to worry about me, if she wants to change her life, she'll only be able to do it in my complete absense. I had...
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Sitting quietly,
The lights down low,
they seem to burn my eyes.
Waiting for the noise to stop
Sitting quietly,
I try to write
The thoughts wont let me think
Waiting for the noise to die down a little.
Waiting patiently,
The world wont stop
Maybe i can slow it down
hear each voice in turn
The lights down low,
they seem to burn my eyes.
Waiting for the noise to stop
Sitting quietly,
I try to write
The thoughts wont let me think
Waiting for the noise to die down a little.
Waiting patiently,
The world wont stop
Maybe i can slow it down
hear each voice in turn
arg i just deleted half an hour of journal accidentally .......arg...oh well too much to report so i'll just say everythings ok. my last days in the states were sad but i could imagine them going any better, My little lioness even came down to be with me on my final day,
life over here is exactly as it was before i left. but big...
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life over here is exactly as it was before i left. but big...
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18 days Left, then i go home.
hmmm, I hope this trip doesnt end like it started. That would be awful.
Went surfing yesterday, IT WAS AWESOME and a little otter swam up to me to say hi
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Did lots of work and today i will need to do even more. need to choose a research assignment for school back home, and start studying...
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hmmm, I hope this trip doesnt end like it started. That would be awful.
Went surfing yesterday, IT WAS AWESOME and a little otter swam up to me to say hi
.
Did lots of work and today i will need to do even more. need to choose a research assignment for school back home, and start studying...
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What a great day, I have everything organised for my classes, here and back home, I went to the salvo thrift store to by a costume for her 22nd (dress up as something that starts with your first name) i didnt know what to get for 'P'. I thought punk, parasite, a proctolagyst, the concept of peace.....but with the helpf the nice mexican lady, i...
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Wow,
man i can get obsessive, pfft.
This entire time i was blabbering on about love and commitment and all that.
i read it over and made me want to slap myself,
i mean, i'm all for embracing the anima, but thats just ridiculous.
I really have to increase my abuse of alcohol and amphetamine salt. I must be in withdrawral. bleagh.
Oh yeah and...
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man i can get obsessive, pfft.
This entire time i was blabbering on about love and commitment and all that.
i read it over and made me want to slap myself,
i mean, i'm all for embracing the anima, but thats just ridiculous.
I really have to increase my abuse of alcohol and amphetamine salt. I must be in withdrawral. bleagh.
Oh yeah and...
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i'm annoyed
...heh... I wonder whats around the next corner...
...heh... I wonder whats around the next corner...
GRRRR !
i need to find myself again.
Everything hurts.
i just want her to be happy,
i want to protect her,
tell her that she does deserve to laugh again.
Everything hurts.
i just want her to be happy,
i want to protect her,
tell her that she does deserve to laugh again.
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