I feel like i've shot myself in the foot,
although to be fair, this may be the only way to get out of that cycle. I cant possibly know what it feels like for her. But this way she doesnt have to worry about me, if she wants to change her life, she'll only be able to do it in my complete absense. I had a dream that i was wondering through san fran the other day, i felt good.
my dads finaly getting help too which is a blessing. he went crazy-go-nuts for a bit, threatining us and ringing to tell me he is suicidal......stupid stupid man
although to be fair, this may be the only way to get out of that cycle. I cant possibly know what it feels like for her. But this way she doesnt have to worry about me, if she wants to change her life, she'll only be able to do it in my complete absense. I had a dream that i was wondering through san fran the other day, i felt good.
my dads finaly getting help too which is a blessing. he went crazy-go-nuts for a bit, threatining us and ringing to tell me he is suicidal......stupid stupid man