And so I continue down the spiral that is my life, believing that I am a bad person and that I cause nothing but pain to those around me. I try to put others first and I end up hurting them more...so maybe it is better to be selfish and do for no one but myself.
_sarah_:
You aren't a bad person, but you really do need to learn to put yourself first more often. I had to learn that a couple of years ago, which is why I understand your situation more than you realize.