Hey y'alls.

Sorry not sorry for being very inactive. This was good experience and I've met so many cool people but I've decided to take a hell of a hiatus from doing anymore of this modelling/muse work whaddevah yah wanna call it. I haven't been in front of a camera to shoot anything since December. After some creepy situations, time in a psych ward, a...
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weedfarmer:
Beautiful photo, beautiful girl, beautiful view of the the city high rises. Take care of yourself.
mortis322:
Take care of yourself! A lot of us are always hear if you need to vent! Groups have helped me out many times over the years! Lots of hugs and love! I wish you the best in all that you do!

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freaksuicide:
Pretty
dhyani:
That’s a very deep question that too few people actually ask themselves, @shibu, and I love to hear you asking about it. Many people think that there is no real meaning to life, and that the answer provided by The Hitchhiker’s Guide To The Galaxy (42) is as good as any. However, there IS a real meaning to life, but how it impacts you and how much you can understand it will be affected by your perspective, and that, itself, ties into the meaning of life. One might say that the Meaning of Life is simply to gain a full understanding of its purpose and scope, and that purpose is simply to learn who and what YOU REALLY ARE - and the mind blowing  ramifications of that will inspire you beyond your current imagination. Moreover, when you see the TRUE scope of Life, what it entails, and your place in it, you will struggle to appreciate it all, because you will be overwhelmed by its magnificence. I am curious to see where your path is leading you in all of this, girly girl. DM me if you’d like to chat about it all sometime. 💗💜🖤🤗💋

holy FUCK LET ME JUST START OFF BY SAYING THIS HAS BEEN A ROUGH START TO THE YEAR.

Psych ward visit, ended a 5 year relationship, making new connections, new job. I have a feeling it's gonna get better, but I'm still navigating the darkness.

There ain't a single day lately where I'm ready to bite the bullet and end this simulation. Funny how I'm...
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amac121:
Things always go worse before they get better. Just keep yourself positive and positive things will happen 😊
dhyani:
A lot of people turn to me for advice on a regular basis, both personally and professionally. Is it because I am smarter than others? Not hardly; it’s because I have learned from my mistakes and used that knowledge to better myself as well as utilizing it to deal with other, similar situations. For example, when I was younger, I jumped headlong into a long term relationship before I really understood who and what I was. Was that a mistake? Most people would say so; but I learned so much from that error that I can honestly say that it taught me more than if I had not embraced the relationship. In addition, I got romantically involved before I really understood what Love is all about, causing me to flounder about in attachment, jealousy, and unmet expectations for a long time. Was it wrong for me to say “I love you,” before I really knew what that entailed? Yeah, probably; but I learned from that, too, and now I can love freely and without limits because I know what Love is NOT. I am very glad to hear that you’re doing better, @shibu. Don’t despair and give up on yourself; you are AWESOME and worthy of so much Love! 💗💙💗💙🤗🤗

I am still alive and getting well. I spent some time in the psych ward a while ago. Check ya self before ya wreck yourself, health is wealth. Thank you for sticking around. I'll have plenty to chat about soon. ✨

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lordrichards:
Just discovered your profile. Glad I have. Take care of yourself and stay strong.
gawjusdaniel1992:
I hope you recover well hun ☺👍

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I don't know how many more times I cam come here and scream at the void.

I feel v inadequate, insecure and manly in my body lately. From my masculine face all the way down my masc body to my toes. I ruined my hair into a shit mullet. I'm still so underweight and I can't find any good angles that are remotely sexy.

All...
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dhyani:
@shibu, I can relate in more ways than you would want to know. However, you just need to reconnect with the Goddess inside you; when that happens, everything will turn around, especially how you see yourself in the mirror. I’m here for you! DM me if you need someone to talk to. 💗❤️🖤
pascipio:
You are gorgeous!  Canada kicks ass.
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I have not been doing well so I have been taking a break from this and most of my social media. I'll come back around someday, I have a few sets up my sleeve that will hopefully show up here soon. Just feeling very unconfident. Very strange. Very alone. I'll be around again soon.

I hope.

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fullfeeling:
Take whatever breaks you need.  Best of luck and strength to you in whatever struggles you face.  Even if they're "just" feeling alone, unconfident, and strange.
nebula:
feel better <3
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Thank you all so much for taking the time to peep over at my debut SAW RED.

Shot with a lot of love from LEEMALEE herself.

You guys are great for the comments, the love, and God bless the tipping feature and those who put their hearts into that.

You all rock and I'm working hard and brewing new surprises out of my sleeve
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mugen1r:
Oh no baby you rock, I saw red..you in pretty dress lookin bombin like sweet candy apple, oh you are cutie tabootie @leemalee is a badass aye both ya rock. 😘 wonderful work ladies 😜 💜
onespeed:
<3
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I acquired a new job and some new hair colors recently. I do some light housekeeping which gives me all the free time in the world to do projects at home! Plus, no more green or blue hair- we purp now.

nebula:
Congrats on the new job!
shibu:
@nebula Thanks babe! It's awesome! 💕