secretsquirrel

Hey! I finally managed to hit up a computer! Not that anyone will notice, though. I'm on a bit of an out of state adventure. It's been fun times so far. The new girlfriend is here as well, and the fun times can most definately be attributed to her. My girlfriend is hotter, funnier, sexier, smarter, nore well spoken, cuter, more fun and awesomer than...
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I never thought that somebody elses happiness would put such a huge smile on my face. Every time she laughs, it makes me feel good. Every time she calls, my worries seem to disolve. I can't wait to see her again. My head may asplode from an awesome overdose. I have no problem whatsoever with going out that way.


Why are all of my bills...
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Soooooo, yeah. Did I get my life straightened out? Haha! As if you need to ask. Does anybody ever get there life straightened out? I think not. I'm back, though, and may actually have time to participate a bit more than my original, week attempt. I'll leave it up to you to decide if that's a good thing, or a bad thing.


So, my news...
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I'm back! Be prepared for a full on update soon, but for now,there's some fun to be had.

Not that you'll notice, but I won't be around for a while. Feel free to delete me if you must, I won't hold it against you. I do plan to come back when my life is a bit less.... difficult. I'm just not one for confessing everything to people. Not even real life friends, let alone internet friends. Hopefully soon things will be well and...
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No, actually, I'm not dead yet. I'm sure you were quite concerned. I just stopped by to ease the worrying you were not doing. Bad things coming in the near future. I can feel it. Hopefully some good things to balance it out, but how often does that happen? Not so much, I find. Life likes to kick you the hardest when you're down. And...
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Fuck you hope.

I don't survive on hope. I can't allow that to happen. Sure, hope talks a good game. "Believe in me, and you'll be happy". And for a time, you are. Hope can make you feel good. Damn good. Then one day you wake up to find that hope skipped town in the night. You're left with nothing but a sore ass. That's...
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I'm smoking again. Twice as much as I did before I quit. Things have not been going well, and now I'm at two packs a day+. Most I've ever smoked. Weeee! Fuck.

My throat hurts. My chest hurts. My brain hurts. My heart hurts. My fucking knee hurts, too. Piece of shit knee.

I wish that I could just solve problems. Not my own. I...
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Did you ever get the feeling that you should be happy, but there's something holding you down? Or maybe it's just that I'm empty inside? Nothing is going wrong. Everything is looking up. What the fuck is wrong with me? It's a riddle wrapped in an enigma wrapped in a steaming pile of dog shit. With tabasco sauce.

Now I want tacos. Will tacos make...
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I haven't updated in a while. I've been in a bit of a funk lately, but as soon as it's over, I'll start talking again. I would prefer that I not spread my mopiness throughout the web.