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Hey! I finally managed to hit up a computer! Not that anyone will notice, though. I'm on a bit of an out of state adventure. It's been fun times so far. The new girlfriend is here as well, and the fun times can most definately be attributed to her. My girlfriend is hotter, funnier, sexier, smarter, nore well spoken, cuter, more fun and awesomer than...
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theseadog:
Are you around, punk?
sirseadog:
Fucktard.
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I never thought that somebody elses happiness would put such a huge smile on my face. Every time she laughs, it makes me feel good. Every time she calls, my worries seem to disolve. I can't wait to see her again. My head may asplode from an awesome overdose. I have no problem whatsoever with going out that way.


Why are all of my bills...
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theseadog:
What's with all the name calling, huh? Someone feeling a bit emasculite, huh? Has to make himself feel manly by putting down others, is that it?
theseadog:
That would have hurt me straight down to my soul....




If a gave shit what you think. Douche.
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Soooooo, yeah. Did I get my life straightened out? Haha! As if you need to ask. Does anybody ever get there life straightened out? I think not. I'm back, though, and may actually have time to participate a bit more than my original, week attempt. I'll leave it up to you to decide if that's a good thing, or a bad thing.


So, my news...
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theseadog:
Nope, Zach left today. I'll sign on.
theseadog:
Your mom, bitch! Your mom!!!!
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I'm back! Be prepared for a full on update soon, but for now,there's some fun to be had. wink
noir:
I'm not sure yet. Welcome back.
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Not that you'll notice, but I won't be around for a while. Feel free to delete me if you must, I won't hold it against you. I do plan to come back when my life is a bit less.... difficult. I'm just not one for confessing everything to people. Not even real life friends, let alone internet friends. Hopefully soon things will be well and...
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papaspank:
crappy. well, hopfully you get things worked out. and when you come back, hopfully I'll still be around. later yo.
noir:
Let me know when you're back so I can add you again. kiss
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No, actually, I'm not dead yet. I'm sure you were quite concerned. I just stopped by to ease the worrying you were not doing. Bad things coming in the near future. I can feel it. Hopefully some good things to balance it out, but how often does that happen? Not so much, I find. Life likes to kick you the hardest when you're down. And...
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Fuck you hope.

I don't survive on hope. I can't allow that to happen. Sure, hope talks a good game. "Believe in me, and you'll be happy". And for a time, you are. Hope can make you feel good. Damn good. Then one day you wake up to find that hope skipped town in the night. You're left with nothing but a sore ass. That's...
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kalidoom:
accept my friend request, please.
noir:
Can't I join you on your trial run? Tie a yellow handkerchief to the right side of the train's engine so that I know which one you're on. I'll just tell work I need the rest of the day off and that I'll be back when the rest of the world stops calling me.
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I'm smoking again. Twice as much as I did before I quit. Things have not been going well, and now I'm at two packs a day+. Most I've ever smoked. Weeee! Fuck.

My throat hurts. My chest hurts. My brain hurts. My heart hurts. My fucking knee hurts, too. Piece of shit knee.

I wish that I could just solve problems. Not my own. I...
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papaspank:
just chew lots of gum. lots and lots of...sour gum...
apostrophenow:
one day at a time, amigo...

and if all else fails there's whipits.

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Did you ever get the feeling that you should be happy, but there's something holding you down? Or maybe it's just that I'm empty inside? Nothing is going wrong. Everything is looking up. What the fuck is wrong with me? It's a riddle wrapped in an enigma wrapped in a steaming pile of dog shit. With tabasco sauce.

Now I want tacos. Will tacos make...
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papaspank:
did it work? did the food make you happy? was it just for the time you were eating it, or did the happiness stick around afterwards? I hate feeling empty inside. and I hate not knowing what it is that I am missing or what I can do to fix it.
noir:
I so want to live outside of society. Maybe one day I'll have the courage to do it.
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I haven't updated in a while. I've been in a bit of a funk lately, but as soon as it's over, I'll start talking again. I would prefer that I not spread my mopiness throughout the web.
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linkismyhero:
Yeah it would be weird if Flux wasn't on my favorites. In fact I feel weird that she isn't in the top spot anymore. And it IS weird because I don't have the huge crush on her that I used to. But she still rocks the house and her Dune set is responsible for convincing me to join the site in the first place so there will always be a place in my favorites for her.
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The secret to happiness is finding a delicious beverage with a temperature inversely proportional to that of your surroundings.

Zombies really do exsist, and, sadly, they outnumber us.

Snails must be extremely patient.

Some music can make me feel emotions that no other experience has been able to invoke.

I like it when I read so much that everything gets blurry when I look up....
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suzy_kabloozy:
Your name kicks ass! smile
noir:
PISCES (Feb. 19-March 20): ndescribable happiness is now available if you'll melt down your ego in service to love. The object of your adoration may be a special person, a beloved animal or place, or anything that stirs you to lose yourself in life's sweetest mysteries. For best results, heed these words from David Deida: "Give yourself to love itself, without a shred of you remaining. Die completely into loving. When you return, when your sense of self is recollected, you will be refreshed through and through, washed awake by the innocence lying wide on the other side of surrender."
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Grrrrrrr!!! Ok, short short short entry today. I'm quitting smoking, and it's making me violent. Sg is turning out to be a nice little distraction. I have nicotine gum, but I've decided to stop using it. I want to post mean angry things, but I know I'll regret it. Lack of nicotine seems to be the only thing that makes me violent. It will be...
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noir:
PISCES (Feb. 19-March 20): I invite you to try an exercise in creative pretending. Ready? In all the ways you can imagine, stop thinking that you're outside, and instead visualize yourself as inside. In other words, suppress your tendency to fantasize that the good stuff is out of reach and hard to get. Picture yourself as being right in the midst of it. End your sense of exile and come all the way in to the heart of every matter. If you do this meditation ten minutes a day for the next seven days, by this time next week the world will already be changing to match the vision you've been building.
noir:
Take my license plate challenge before it's too late.