scumbag

b day coming on thursday i hate birthdays

blood drips off the end of my finger
and fell to the floor where
it was contaminated by ashes
pain seems more relevant as this needle gets duller and duller
fuck hallucinations
fuck dreams
fuck the movies that play in my head
and fuck mirrors
and fuck drug dealers who get robbed
the day before i try to
fuck sunshine
and fuck straight men
maybe just a little to much heh

aaahhhhhh