scumbag

i hate existing and not living
suicide is always the last thought
still yet comes everyday
i tried to rob a gas station yesterday
did not work out
thought maybe money would make me
happy
but why does something so fucking
stupid
make everything run
and try to rob
for it is really going to far
but i love the rush
and the high after i meet my man


so yesterday i got kicked out of school and tried to hitch to the next town to see someone and this fucking guy picked me up must have been atleast 55 so im like you know whats up how ya doing but he wanted to know how it was hanging not going well halfway there he was telling me all about how he was retired and he was moving to san diego so i told him he didnt look that old i guess that was an invitation cause that is when the hand left his seat and creeped to mine like a machine i wasnt scared cause girl he really looked old but anywaysso i told him to pull over and he did so easily i was kinda surprised i got out and started walking down the road and my thumb went out again and no ride for over an hour i was pissed but i mean i definitely would have gave him head if he was cute at all but let me tell you he was busted

is it me or do all men after like 50 dont care hour the fuck they get off anymore god damn