Well, I've got a few things to discuss. And by a few, I mean like, 2, or 3, maybe 12. Not sure yet.
1.I'm not exactly the nicest person by my average interaction. Normally I'm rather rude and notably disrespectful. It's just who I am. Honestly though, I just act the way I believe I should towards a person, which varies from person to person. I don't see the point in being nice when they don't necessarily deserve. That also doesn't mean I'm going to break their nose. I'm just going to brush them off or be harsh with them.
2.I like being kind. Especially when everyone else around me is being an asshole. Especially then. I do what I can in little ways to make a persons day better. Because in the end, I honestly can't do much more.
3. I love potatoes.
12. I like to daydream a lot. A lot a lot. Way too much a lot. I believe that is partially due to my severe lack of anything really resembling a healthy childhood. But I've reached this point in life that these little delusions of mine do nothing for me. I've officially realized as of recently that I only have two friends. Neither of which I ever really talk to. Everyone else around me only talks to me when they want something. That's to be expected these days. Lots of self-ish/self-centered people. Not everyone, but I'm not sure anyone can deny the fact that there are a lot of them. I think of things like this while I look at the world around me and I just feel so empty and alone. I don't even know what to do most of the time. It genuinely scares me.
Then I look up at the sky. Regardless of the time of day, or the weather. If the stars of shining down, or the soft blue of the sky caresses my face, or the grey clouds from a storm are sweeping past, I remember. I remember every little thing of my life that brought me a moment of joy in the darkness. Every little thing that helped me hold on to my sanity long enough to become as strong as I am now. I take a breath and move forward.
Just a simple insight. Probably kinda lame to read.
Either way, have a great day. I'm going to go randomly post stuff somewhere. Toodles.
