I don't know what's the matter with me. I feel so disassociated from my emotions, from what is happening around me. I seem to not be able to be happy or take joy from just about anything around me. This is not just about little Phryne being a stinker, or about me being sick the last week. Something else is really wrong with me, it seems. I'm trying to explain this to Karen, but I don't think she is understanding, or she is feeling as helpless as I to do anything about it.
In other news, have decided to fully trim all of Phryne's flight feathers. I am going to hope this helps calm her down a little more as we get through what I hope is a hormone surge, and not her new personality.
Gleh, Thanksgiving is next week. I feel stressed and dispirited about this, and I have no reason to feel so.
