sanguine

damn i need ink......... April please come here soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am amazed.... after six months of "nowhere to be found", rachel's father showed up out of nowhere to take her for the weekend.... although , judging by the mood she came back in, im guessing she wont want to go back for quite awhile, and i sure as hell am not going to make her.... i wish he would either be a part of...
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its been unseasonably warm for this time of year, mid 70's during the day, and in the 50's at night... and now............ today, we have a warning that there will be sub freezing temperatures tomorrow night.. WTF!@#$!^^&#^@#$&!!)@#^%@

woah busy weekend!!!!!!!! my legs hurt from all of the walking... im actually considering bring my cane back to life again... at least for when ill be walking long distances......

lets see....
-loss of hearimg
-the start of glaucoma
-cane

how old am i again???

dear economy..... please become unfucked!!!!!

ill be getting a new route at work.. not sure exactly which one yet though, but it will be different from what i have now.. most likely my days off will change.......im crossing all my fingers and toes that i get atleast one weekend day off, i so want to be able to resume some sort of night life again.... i feel so out of...
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stress........

well, the hammer finally came down at work about my "appearance" ....... naturally i bucked...... and after arduous minutes of arguing .... i pretty much got my way.... all i have to do is change some captives to plugs tuck in my septums and put clear retainers in for my snake bites, but with no front part O.o .... i can keep my hair color(s)...
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so i was approached the other day at work by my boss... he told me about a conference that happens every year named.. "Out and Equal" .. he handed me the book from this years event that too place in texas.... it seems pretty fucking awesome.... i was asked if i would be interested in going next year.... i am seriously considering it.. its a...
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well fall has politely ushered itself in..... cool weather makes me want to just stay in bed in the morning...

anyone wanna keep me warm

its hot......................