sanguine

i have a weekend night off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this never happens..... i cant even fathom what to spend my time doing ?.?.?.?.?.?.?

right now about 24 hours of sleep seems like a great idea..... but i dont think thats in the cards.

i think ill start off with a nice warm , long shower...
get something fabulous to eat..
and from there i have no clue...

later...
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i cant keep dredging around this house...

i have off this saturday night... anyone know of anything going on???

i dont like feeling the way i have been the past few days..... ive only ever felt like this once before in my life.... and i remember never ever wanting to feel like that again...... if thats the way i am headed.. im scared

so... it looks like im not going to NYC for new years after all... my sleeping arrangements fell through... im a sad panda now ... you know what... screw that ...im sick of being casually forgotten ..i know i work a lot and cant make a lot of events.. but i have always been able to make the big events of the year... im always...
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you know the only thing the cold is good for, is staying in bed and fornicating all day

i feel like ass today, i dont think i slept all that well....

this new route is kickin my ass, im so burnt out, i cant seem to get much sleep.... i really am not accomplishing anything as of late.... with the exception of my fabulous roomie, i dont have any peer interaction...

its kinda depressing me a bit... i need my friends. the end.

thoughts for the day:

it ok to be a whore as long as you own up to it!! :p

one of my favorite movies is on.... Family Man.... how wonderful it must be to able to have that kind of experience... some people should be so lucky

what i would give right now for like a three hundred eleventy hour long session of rough sex................