So friday night sucked. Well, it went great, till I opened my mouth that
is. Lets back track to thursday first though. Thought the chicky and I
had a great time, and a great conversation. We actually seemed to get
so much out in a good way that it didn't really hit that she say's
oh, and a couple weeks ago when FK gave me a ride home from that
party, he wanted to take me to his house to fuck me. But instead I made
him bring me home' (ya, and brought him to your room and bed instead,
drunk off your ass, but claim nothing happend!)
So Friday rolls around, and now its hitting me, because she has a
problem just being honest all at once. Because what I heard from that
night, actually that night of the party, was a phone call early with a
guilty tone (and no, I am not making that up to make it sound better)
then a txt at midnight saying she was home and going to bed. Then I
find out later she was actually home around 9 maybe? And in bed with FK,
drunk, watching movies. So now a week after that, I get the rest of the
story. Witch is he was trying to fuck her.
Now I ask ya, whomever actually reads this, if this was your girl,
would you be happy about the whole thing? Would you be happy that it
took three installments to even come out??? I mean do you not expect
that I am gonna be a bit upset here, even more so that it comes out in
bits and pieces???
So back to Friday now, drunk, having a good time, getting late, but
thinking to much. Now I know I should really let this go till tomorrow,
but again, the drinking just doesnt help. So of course it comes out,
and of course she isnt happy with it, and of course neither am I, and
of course when she happens to let the next one out that goes something
like this and I talked to my ex today about you.. and then the
statement hes one of the few people I actually trust and that gets
me. Now mind you, this is the same person she has been telling me
she has nothing to do with, wants nothing to do with, was mean,
spitefull, and said some things about her about as hurtful as she has
ever heard, this all right when I met her, and has insisted she only
talks to him when she has to. So all the times she lied about him, and
all I did was ask to just be honest about him and whats going on and
where he fits in her life, she is saying no where. Guess not again. So
ya, that night ended pretty poorly.
So what am I doing wrong again??
honesty, cant ask for it, cant expect it, what cn u do with it then?
is. Lets back track to thursday first though. Thought the chicky and I
had a great time, and a great conversation. We actually seemed to get
so much out in a good way that it didn't really hit that she say's
oh, and a couple weeks ago when FK gave me a ride home from that
party, he wanted to take me to his house to fuck me. But instead I made
him bring me home' (ya, and brought him to your room and bed instead,
drunk off your ass, but claim nothing happend!)
So Friday rolls around, and now its hitting me, because she has a
problem just being honest all at once. Because what I heard from that
night, actually that night of the party, was a phone call early with a
guilty tone (and no, I am not making that up to make it sound better)
then a txt at midnight saying she was home and going to bed. Then I
find out later she was actually home around 9 maybe? And in bed with FK,
drunk, watching movies. So now a week after that, I get the rest of the
story. Witch is he was trying to fuck her.
Now I ask ya, whomever actually reads this, if this was your girl,
would you be happy about the whole thing? Would you be happy that it
took three installments to even come out??? I mean do you not expect
that I am gonna be a bit upset here, even more so that it comes out in
bits and pieces???
So back to Friday now, drunk, having a good time, getting late, but
thinking to much. Now I know I should really let this go till tomorrow,
but again, the drinking just doesnt help. So of course it comes out,
and of course she isnt happy with it, and of course neither am I, and
of course when she happens to let the next one out that goes something
like this and I talked to my ex today about you.. and then the
statement hes one of the few people I actually trust and that gets
me. Now mind you, this is the same person she has been telling me
she has nothing to do with, wants nothing to do with, was mean,
spitefull, and said some things about her about as hurtful as she has
ever heard, this all right when I met her, and has insisted she only
talks to him when she has to. So all the times she lied about him, and
all I did was ask to just be honest about him and whats going on and
where he fits in her life, she is saying no where. Guess not again. So
ya, that night ended pretty poorly.
So what am I doing wrong again??
honesty, cant ask for it, cant expect it, what cn u do with it then?