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aaaaarrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!


that about sums it up i think.

good night.
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'"I'm sorry", she said,
"I know it's not the kind of thing you want."
I'm falling, falling down.
"I'm sorry", she said.
"I know I'm not the kind of girl you want."
We're falling, falling, falling, falling down. '


i wish i could find the kind of thing i want, i know where to loook, but shes very very very far away, and everything else,...
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elvira:
always there smile
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i'm alright, i just cant get home tonight....

and she says dont worry, u know its alright,,,,
it just aint me shes thinking of right now...

just small people squeezing out life,
they need a little good time.

i'm just insignificant... one in a million grains of sand,,,
but who really cares,a single grain of sand
take one from a millin, who would really notice.....?...
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aaaaaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think i am officially on the verge of freaking out in life....

not that i want to explain here, but if something doesnt happen soon, i am really goona loose it iin a major way...

on a side note though, its actually sunny and nice outside.....

Blind Melon:
I don't feel the sun's comin' out today
its staying in, its gonna find another...
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children in bloom....

"Children in bloom cooking in the sun
Waiting for a room of our own
Leave my sister alone
She don't deserve this
She is a flower and I am a flower and
We are all alone
I gotta get out on my own
I gotta get up from this waiting at home
I gotta get out of this sunlight
It's melting my...
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elvira:
you definatley should be with me, dont you know...
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old pictures and sentimental moments on a cold dark wintery day....

sometimes i miss not having pictures...

i think sometimes i miss not having anything...

its sad when you know you are falling, when you can feel it in those deep parts of your mind that you thought were gone, or just well managed.

time now is something i have alot of, and its begingin...
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sometimes i wish i were a cat....

eat, sleep, play.

whats wrong with that?
elvira:
the perfect life
i believe i was a cat in my past life
and i believe i should have become one in this..
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ahhh, so long with out posting something, but its all good i think.

been a great year!

been a happy year!

elvira:
tell me more
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so how many chances does one get? how many choices can one have to fuck up? i just got a second chance, actually third chance, to fix my life.

my fucking life, not yours, not her's, not his, not my life with someone else, but me, myself, my own fucking life, and its a chance i dont deserve, from a person i dont desreve it...
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elvira:
easy come easy go
kiss kiss
elvira:
hi sammy.
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i've grown sick
i've gotten older
i finally have an audience to ignore me
i can yell all i want
but you still can't hear me
i'm punching myself out
holding in my breath
i can take this lightly
throwing up the words that i said to you
i always do what i'm not supposed to
here's to us fools
that have no meaning
i...
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sammy1:
ps, happy though!
elvira:
its like i know these kind of situations /feelings.
whats up sammy?? why dont you get your lazy fingertips up and write me a letter....write all the trash off your mind and i try to carry them.
ahm whatever. i just kicked out the boy who believes he is my boyfriend i told him a thousand times hes not and still he doesnt understand. i wonder how stupid someone can be.
i hope you are well babez
i hug you big, take care