They always kiss my ass and tell me everybody loves me, so annoying. Not everyone does like me. I don’t want to be around them. I mean like honestly no one cares. I don’t want to hear the bullshit lol. I have had people talk crap about me to my older sister which I don’t get along with and probably will never be a big part of my life. All I really give a fuck is about doing what I want and living the type of life I want. Why should I care for anyone when nobody really cares? People are so rude. I rather be by myself and enjoy my own company. A private life is the best life. I hate being around tons of people. People are so annoying. I deserve the best and don’t deserve anything bad to happen to me. People tell me I am special and I am. I am worthy of what I want. Life is very unfair but we always have to lift ourselves back up and do what is best for us not anyone else. Do what makes you happy, fuck what people think and fuck everybody else. You are unique and different.
zwina:
I fully identify with what you wrote on this blog. It really cost me a lot to be true to myself regardless of what other people thought of me, in the end I had to get away from many people and that regardless of whether they were family. Now I feel at peace with who I am and I defend what I like.
samanthananda:
@zwina Aw I am sorry. Right now I am just trying to do what’s best for me. I am 26 and don’t even know what I am doing with my life and it just makes me more depressed because I don’t know what is gonna happen to me. I rely so much on my parents who I feel like don’t even pay attention to me