Things haven’t been the easiest. I have a really bad mental problem and can’t function without taking pills. I can’t even drive a car and I am 26. I failed my permit test. I do wish I had my drivers license, it would make my life a lot better and I would have independence/freedom. I was bullied in school. I hate the way I look. I am overweight because of my depression pills that I take. I used to hear voices and hallucinate. I self harmed before. I wish I could be living the type of life I want that will make me happy. I want to travel and live a healthy lifestyle. I don’t want my parents telling me what to do. I want full freedom and to be independent. I want friends who I can trust with anything and to be cared for. My dad and sister told me nobody gives a shit about me. I was on the streets for three days because I ran away from home. Feel like no one cares, well that’s at least how everyone reacts. I hate my life and don’t want to seek more mental help because to be honest it’s just the same thing over and over. I want all my desires and wants to come true all the time so I can be living ‘my dream life’ and have my happily ever after. I wish everyone on here the best! Love you all xoxo
