Found this in my old xanga, thought I'd ressurect it...
Throw it to the floor and watch it writhe.
Throw it against me.
Watch my dissipation.
Watch me melt.
Watch me slide away.
And the time has come, and it's coming.
And I'm not.
Take it as you will, things are exactly as they seem.
And for now, I hate the blossoming as the apple...
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Throw it to the floor and watch it writhe.
Throw it against me.
Watch my dissipation.
Watch me melt.
Watch me slide away.
And the time has come, and it's coming.
And I'm not.
Take it as you will, things are exactly as they seem.
And for now, I hate the blossoming as the apple...
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my "brick box of dysphoria" obviously has some cracks. Apparently being away form the internet results in a.)boredom b.) tv marathons, and c.) unimaginable time to sit and think and dwell on shit.
So here I am. Still staying off my common aim, for reasons in which I can't determine as selfish, punishing, or just conceit.
So here I am.
joy?
So here I am. Still staying off my common aim, for reasons in which I can't determine as selfish, punishing, or just conceit.
So here I am.
joy?
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neodrunk:
hmmm...
you're boring today.
you're boring today.
sapphire777:
YOU ARE TRUELY THE GREATEST!!!!!!!!!
i have a crush on every boy
ben manske?
goulet.
i have a crush on every boy
ben manske?
goulet.
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I'm gonna quit the internet and social life for a while. I'll be back when I feel better.
*end edit*
Ok, I know everyone is probably really tired of me updating, but guess what, I don't care.
So, in talking to one of my best friends, I brought up the fact that I consider him much more as my best friends than he considers...
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I'm gonna quit the internet and social life for a while. I'll be back when I feel better.
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Ok, I know everyone is probably really tired of me updating, but guess what, I don't care.
So, in talking to one of my best friends, I brought up the fact that I consider him much more as my best friends than he considers...
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sapphire777:
i miss you. come back soon. you are my princess. i'm already lonely at night without you here (even though you usually weren't around when i actually went to bed......). nobody even lives on the other side of my bathroom. I'M LONELY WITHOUT YOU. 
kitti kiss.
p.s. tori will make it better.
[Edited on Sep 07, 2004 7:31PM]
kitti kiss.
p.s. tori will make it better.
[Edited on Sep 07, 2004 7:31PM]
tiffanymarie:
I hope you find some comfort in whatever comes your way. See you in a few days, or however long it takes.
FUCKIN NEVERMIND! The little amount of indulgant joy I recieve from shutting down has now been takenby the fact that EVERYONE FEELS LIKE SHIT!
FUCK YOU ALL!
FUCK YOU ALL!
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judas:
hm... i love baklava. why do you have these dreams???
cipher:
Who feels like shit? Someone needs a hug. Or drugs. Yeah, drugs.
So the party, so glad it's over! too much work, too much money, too much stress, just too much.
And alaska's room-mate is TOO MUCH! *GROWL*
gottoo drunk. apparently Jello shots hit you hard.
...delayed, but hard.
My breasts have both been named though, meet Zoey and Elanore. they're cute.
Note: I don't wanna antogonize. I want to love everyone. I want the world...
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And alaska's room-mate is TOO MUCH! *GROWL*
gottoo drunk. apparently Jello shots hit you hard.
...delayed, but hard.
My breasts have both been named though, meet Zoey and Elanore. they're cute.
Note: I don't wanna antogonize. I want to love everyone. I want the world...
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billybillybilly:
So, yeah. It's apparent to me that this particular journal entry is a wonderful case of horrible timing. But that will happen every now and again.
billybillybilly:
That is to speak of my journal.
"I don't wanna be in alaska" -billybillybilly
the BEST quote ever!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also, I love my Sapphire.
Everyone go to her page and give her love.
the BEST quote ever!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also, I love my Sapphire.
Everyone go to her page and give her love.
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daekrys:
yeah, i think that you won the "drunkest person at the party" award.
cv:
I'll second that nomination...though it was entertaining.
Man, my friends love me SOOOO much!
So much that all of them want to go to bed, or watch movies, rather than hang out with me.
Alli hates me. she likes sleep more than she likes me.
And Jim would rather call Emily back when I call him than call me back.
..oh, I guess my phone is upstairs.
So much that all of them want to go to bed, or watch movies, rather than hang out with me.
Alli hates me. she likes sleep more than she likes me.
And Jim would rather call Emily back when I call him than call me back.
..oh, I guess my phone is upstairs.
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sapphire777:
kitti kiss
cv:
Cheer up...at least you have friends that ignore you..I don't have any friends....not even ones that ignore me. Cheer up...I'll buy you a drink sometime. 
Slathered onto me, the bust of a male,
Longing, with a silent, stone tear rinning down his cheek,
And I felt him,
Poured from concrete and reproduced,
that flaw, reproduced with him.
And the fat man, with a sad look in his eyes.
I knew his name.
once.
He sat, as I took him into my world.
Sadness and longing and I have made it...
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Longing, with a silent, stone tear rinning down his cheek,
And I felt him,
Poured from concrete and reproduced,
that flaw, reproduced with him.
And the fat man, with a sad look in his eyes.
I knew his name.
once.
He sat, as I took him into my world.
Sadness and longing and I have made it...
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tiffanymarie:
No dislike here. In fact, I really like this poem. Very good!
cv:
Not bad...not bad at all...as an amatuer literary agent, I would publish it.
You know what takes talent? (a talent I forgot I had)
Taking notes in class while 100% asleep.
fuckin SKILL!
Taking notes in class while 100% asleep.
fuckin SKILL!
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daekrys:
aggresion is a good thing, it's better then the giggly school-girl i turn into. and i'll make sure and gettin plenty drunk before you so i don't end up feeling anything.
you have no idea how badly i wanna start drinkin my beer now. i should make ian hold onto it...
you have no idea how badly i wanna start drinkin my beer now. i should make ian hold onto it...
tiffanymarie:
That IS skill! I can't even take notes 100% awake. I'm a horrible note taker.
You should teach me how, I'll be your student. hahahha
You should teach me how, I'll be your student. hahahha
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sapphire777:
we spelled my name wrong and i don't like it, but i couldn't change it so now i'm blue. kk
daekrys:
holy shit, that skyy stuff is expensive.
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[Edited on Sep 02, 2004 4:25PM]
I double dog dare you?