rylie

Bitching will commense in 5...

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So, remember however (2 weeks) long ago when I was complaining about not having a job? weel, now I have 2, and an interview on tues for a third and the third is an INSANE job that I REALLY REALLY want, but I already have my job at urban outfitters and I DON'T want to quit!.

Also, I am still just like, ragingly angry at one of my friends(Flair) and that upsets me because I hate being mad at people and right now I think he's scum.

And... I miss people. I know if you don't really know me outside of SG (meaning if you aren't Pixie_punch) you won't get this, nor ahould you really care, but I think now would be a good time to go up to my room and just cry. I miss everyone so fucking much. I want my Alli with me when it's bedtime so we can have a talk while she falls asleep and I smile as I realize she's asleep and I'm still talking, and I want it to be 1am and I'm ready for bed and Nic IM's me saying why aren't you in my room keeping me company, bitch! and I just heard 311's "amber" and GOD do I miss sitting in sean's room, listening as he mixes music and calls it crap (God I love that crap) I just fucking miss it. I'm being so whiney tonight. I miss you as well Em, though I still see you a lot, but I do miss watching you play video games in our room and winning the star level that everyone thought was impossible.

And I'll kinda never have that again. Alli may be my roomie again, but not for a LONG time, and Nic will never live just a staircase down, and sean just three. I'm fucking depressed.

I just watched "50 first dates" and cried about three times.



anyone wanna cheer me up?

Bitching session complete.