roxiekill

got a few pictures up from the hang out.....
no update right now.....
my head fucking hurts.

camping was wonderful
sweat lodge
hanging
friends
learning
love
support
pain
lack of sleep
community....

i hate computers sometimes. k, bye

so excited about camping!!!

i cant wait to hang again. this is going to be wonderful. hopefully this time, Garrett and i can find a big enough, long enough branch so that we can hang facing eachother.

i talked to a friend about my wound, and she suggested butterfly bandages. they are working wonders. i cant believe how its really healing a lot better than...
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i need to learn to stop acting out on self destructive behavior.

i hurt myself one more time. something i told myself i would never do again. after realizing that i just dont want anymore ugly scars.

i need to learn to stop stuffing my anger.

because when it finally comes out, it seems to end in blood, gauze, and trying to figure out how...
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Its hot
My ears are bleeding
I wreak of sex and cigarettes
and I am totally in love!
k, bye

sleeping in.....

not an option this morning.

we thought getting rid of the litter box would be a good thing

apparently not.

the cat refuses to relieve himself outside like the outdoor cat he once was.

instead, he held it the entire time he was outside this morning.....

waited till Garrett went to work, then pissed on me as i was trying to go back...
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I haven't really been updating.
I guess I just really feel like I don't have much to say, and life has been so fucking boring and uneventful that I am begining to question why I even exist.
I long for more body modification, but I don't have the money right now.
I want to drink a couple bottles of Jack and some King Kobra like...
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I may have made a mistake.

Should I have just kept my mouth shut??

Maybe not the best way to try to tell someone how you feel.