I should be in bed. I am so tried right now. I have to get up at 3:30 tomorrow morning and go to work but I'm just not in the mood to go to bed yet.
My mind isn't even working right now. I had a list of things I wanted to write about and I can't even remember them. Oh will! Guess it's time...
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My mind isn't even working right now. I had a list of things I wanted to write about and I can't even remember them. Oh will! Guess it's time...
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abyssia:
Ah, so you did post it.
I hope you're sleeping soundly for the next sixteen minutes until your alarm goes off! Damn those things!!!

My daughter and I went out to dinner tonight. We ate at a diner, the food sucked, the service was even worse, but we had a great conversation. We talked about everything. I really like the person she is turning into. Daddy's little girl
I want to get some color on my tattoo before christmas. Tomorrow I will call my artist and see if she...
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abyssia:
Save it to your computer - your desktop is fine - then you know where it is to delete it. Then switch it out for the one you have in now. Oh, to save to computer, right click and hit save. It will give you options as to where. I'm assuming you don't use a mac cuz I don't know shit about them so if you are, disregard everything I just said.
laceyk:
As long as you have a good conversation the food doesn't matter! How old is she?
I can't believe you graduated with 1200 kids! HOly shit. THat is more than my whole town!
I can't believe you graduated with 1200 kids! HOly shit. THat is more than my whole town!
So, Aeryn tag everyone who read her journal.
Things I'm thankful for:
1- My daughter and they fact she has been clean for over a year.
2- My son who is beginning to realize the world around him.
3- My second job because the people there are great.
4- my friends on and off this site.
5- my mother who loved me no matter what....
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Things I'm thankful for:
1- My daughter and they fact she has been clean for over a year.
2- My son who is beginning to realize the world around him.
3- My second job because the people there are great.
4- my friends on and off this site.
5- my mother who loved me no matter what....
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starzngarterz:
hello and thanks for the add. nice to meet you new sg friend>

abyssia:
hum. i guess the resize didn't work. that's never happened before. must be losing my touch. ::licks each finger:: they seem the same.

Happy Thanksgiving to all whom come across this patch of space.
My t-day dinner is going to be stuffed bell pepper. I love them and since my kids are not here I thought I would have something I loved.
Not much else going on.
My t-day dinner is going to be stuffed bell pepper. I love them and since my kids are not here I thought I would have something I loved.
Not much else going on.
panigirl:
i'm making eggplant parmesan. i'm not having company either. just me and the cats ... although friends are coming over tomorrow for a visit.
have a happy thanksgiving!
have a happy thanksgiving!

4 days off from my day job.

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panigirl:
enjoy the holiday ...
doing anything fun?
doing anything fun?

abyssia:
Happy Thanksgiving!
My daughter rocks. Last night she brought home a copy of the Suicidegirls First Tour" CD. She really had no idea what she was buying but thought I would like it since I belong to this site. I watched some of it and when the house is clear of guest I will watch the rest.
I made Hamburgars and Hot Dogs today at work. 225...
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I made Hamburgars and Hot Dogs today at work. 225...
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I have been talking with this women on-line for about 2 weeks. I decided to tell her I was heavily tattooed. I just wanted to see her reaction before we went any farther. I think she was a little shocked but we are still communicating. Anyway, yesterday she asked me if I was into whips and chains. She didn't ask this question before she knew...
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connielingus:
People are so funny when they realize I'm tattooed. I once had someone say "but you seem so conservative". I was beyond offended!!!!

connielingus:
If I was to truly chastise myself, I'd probably whither up and die. I thrive on physical love. My bf and I have arranged a loopole, but it's alot more difficult to find a willing female.....
Thanks for the offer, though, so kind of you....




Joined an internet dating site this week. I have done this before with mixed success. No comment yet.
I have noticed that most of my friends favorite Suicide Girls are different. For some reason I thought they would be the same. I don't know what I was thinking.
I made a Classic French Cassoulet for lunch on Tuesday this week. It took two days and...
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I have noticed that most of my friends favorite Suicide Girls are different. For some reason I thought they would be the same. I don't know what I was thinking.
I made a Classic French Cassoulet for lunch on Tuesday this week. It took two days and...
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looksthatkill:
Hahaha! My brother wished for a baby sister. And when he got me...he was pissed. But now we're the best of friends, so I guess it all worked out for the best!
connielingus:
I'm still here. You know the resturant business, all work, very littlle time for play. I've been working 10-9 most days and I'm exhausted.....
You should try to re-size that new profile pic, I'd love to see the ink. Anywhoo, Happy Halloween!!
You should try to re-size that new profile pic, I'd love to see the ink. Anywhoo, Happy Halloween!!

Why? Why does everything just disappear when you just finished writing a nice long update? At times, I hate this little machine!
My son is asleep on the air bed in the living room. I'm sitting on the couch typing this entry.
I'm straving! I need to eat and their is nothing in the frig. I have to go to the market today.
I was...
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My son is asleep on the air bed in the living room. I'm sitting on the couch typing this entry.
I'm straving! I need to eat and their is nothing in the frig. I have to go to the market today.
I was...
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kozmikgirl:
I honestly think that this has worked! It could have went on like this for days or weeks, or even months. I am glad I found something that gets it back to normal.
I have been eating nothing but soluble fiber for 48 or so hours (& cursing the blandness of it the whole time ha ha) & drinking lots of water & drinking peppermint tea (which has some sort of properties that calm tummies). I am feeling much better & will add some lowfat stuff tomorrow (I still will lay completely off the insoluble fiber for the rest of the week, which can irritate guts). If all goes according to my little plan, I will be eating anything I want by the Sunday or so.
I am really becoming too much of an expert at this digestion bullshit.
I have been eating nothing but soluble fiber for 48 or so hours (& cursing the blandness of it the whole time ha ha) & drinking lots of water & drinking peppermint tea (which has some sort of properties that calm tummies). I am feeling much better & will add some lowfat stuff tomorrow (I still will lay completely off the insoluble fiber for the rest of the week, which can irritate guts). If all goes according to my little plan, I will be eating anything I want by the Sunday or so.

I am really becoming too much of an expert at this digestion bullshit.

Life is really busy right now. Between my two jobs and my children I don't have much time to myself. Thank God for my 30 minute ride to work.
It is sunny for the first time in a week, Yah
Joined a on-line dating service yesterday. I made it to 10 months without a date. I can't do it any longer. I really need to...
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It is sunny for the first time in a week, Yah

Joined a on-line dating service yesterday. I made it to 10 months without a date. I can't do it any longer. I really need to...
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connielingus:
Thanks, my living room is my pride and joy. I'll eventually put pics up of the whole room, I have to admit, it's beauty-full.
Yeah, there's a big hookah revival of sorts going on right now. I absolutely LOVE mine, it spins, too. Smoking from it is the most relaxing experience..........it's like smoking dessert. I'm so corny, every time I take my first puff, I say "Whooo arrre youuuu???".
Kisses

Yeah, there's a big hookah revival of sorts going on right now. I absolutely LOVE mine, it spins, too. Smoking from it is the most relaxing experience..........it's like smoking dessert. I'm so corny, every time I take my first puff, I say "Whooo arrre youuuu???".


connielingus:
Wow, I must be getting on your nerves with the comments by now. Anyway, Tag!!! You're it!!! Check out my journal and you'll understand.....

Being Alone
Sitting in a crowded threater with hundred of people sitting all around you and feeling like you're the only one in the threater.
Laying in bed next to your spouse and knowing she doesn't really love you. Not the way married couples should love each other. She married you because you were safe.
Sitting in an empty room and realizing your just one...
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Sitting in a crowded threater with hundred of people sitting all around you and feeling like you're the only one in the threater.
Laying in bed next to your spouse and knowing she doesn't really love you. Not the way married couples should love each other. She married you because you were safe.
Sitting in an empty room and realizing your just one...
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crystaldawn:
Thanks for the bday wish... sorry you're so bummed out!
connielingus:
chin up..........
Self-imposed lonliness is my forte'. Anytime, you need one, you've got a friend in me.
I'm really not as cheesy as that sounded, really.

I'm really not as cheesy as that sounded, really.

So, I'm standing in the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror and I finally realized I'm heavily tattooed. The left side of my body is almost totaly covered in ink. An here is the funny part; I thought, "what a freak". It took awhile for it to sink in that I was calling myself a freak. A few moments later I just smiled at...
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aeryn:
heh- good to have a "little" secret.