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someone once wrote:
"we may be through with the past, but the past is not through with us."
"we may be through with the past, but the past is not through with us."
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kelland:
Very insightful indeed.
crucifiedalien:
nice. sweeeet, even.
today's journal is all about doubt.
doubt is a confusing, unwieldy beast. it can keep you from what you want most and cause you to forego the things that bring you joy. usually it rears its serpentine head just as things are starting to turn around for you. it places strange questions in your head and won't let you sleep until you have at least...
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doubt is a confusing, unwieldy beast. it can keep you from what you want most and cause you to forego the things that bring you joy. usually it rears its serpentine head just as things are starting to turn around for you. it places strange questions in your head and won't let you sleep until you have at least...
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velocity:
Nothing can lay waste to confidence quite like familial relations.
fieldofdepth:
I think that I, like most of the people I know, are always doubtful of their capabilities. I think that fear would more accurately name what I am referring to. Sometimes I feel as though I have created this giant illusion of my importance in the world that surrounds me. I make them believe that I am capable and confident when im reality I am filled with self doubt and insecurity. As I go about my daily life I protect the illusion by hiding my vulnerabilities and keeping people at a safe distance. My greatest fear is that everyone will someday find me out. That they will, in unison, shout out, "we know you aren't good enough!"
so, i've been having a lot of dreams lately. i mean a lot. this in and of itself isn't all that strange, as i've always been a dreamer, but these have all been unusually realistic and quite pertinent to my life at the moment.
and, to top off the wierdness factor, a good many of them have been lucid. i'll have the opportunity to...
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and, to top off the wierdness factor, a good many of them have been lucid. i'll have the opportunity to...
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chelsea:
I've still never had a lucid dream, I like that I can be happy and shocked when I wake up and my dream wasn't real...but you know what my dreams are like, they're never fun or have anything to do with my life. I think mk is right, its your dream, so take advantage, do whatever you want. 
Yes I have your staple gun, you know its crappy tho right. It'd be cheaper for me to send you money for a new one than to send it to you....let me know.
Yes I have your staple gun, you know its crappy tho right. It'd be cheaper for me to send you money for a new one than to send it to you....let me know.
kelland:
I have terrible dreams.
Dreams where I am constantly running away from something. Dreams where I feel anxious and scared for my life. Eh. Why do I have to have dreams like that?
Dreams where I am constantly running away from something. Dreams where I feel anxious and scared for my life. Eh. Why do I have to have dreams like that?
i have absolutely nothing to say.
sarcasticmenace:
Ditto. 
everyone i know already knows about our show tomorrow night, so i guess i don't have to keep that flyer up here when i would really rather just blab.
i've been busy trying to catch up to passing in my screenprinting class, framing my paintings in painting, and palying shows with the band. it's a little hectic and i've been mostly indoors because of the...
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i've been busy trying to catch up to passing in my screenprinting class, framing my paintings in painting, and palying shows with the band. it's a little hectic and i've been mostly indoors because of the...
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baudot:
Sounds fun.
More info?
More info?
ponette:
Now this is the kind of blabbering I like. Seems like nothing but it's really something.
You wouldn't happen to be speaking of Mr. Oswald, woould you?
Turns out I am coming to OK for Christmas.
You wouldn't happen to be speaking of Mr. Oswald, woould you?
Turns out I am coming to OK for Christmas.
here's a question for you:
what do you do about the guy who booked your band to play the club, assured you he would have someone to work sound in his stead, then both didn't show up and took all his mics with him so that we just had to play live.
by the way, Decibel Industry loves 13 Stars for being such a good...
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what do you do about the guy who booked your band to play the club, assured you he would have someone to work sound in his stead, then both didn't show up and took all his mics with him so that we just had to play live.
by the way, Decibel Industry loves 13 Stars for being such a good...
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leola76:
I would have roasted his nuts.
I think I have a tendency to make myself sound like a super-party freak. I like to go out and have fun on the week-ends, but I tend to remain relatively sober for the most part. I'm actually not a huge drinker, I've always consumed alcohol in moderation. When I say I'm recovering from the week-ends, 90% of the time it's because of sleep deprivation.
With that said I'll probably go get hammered this week-end. No...I'm just kidding...seriously lol.
I think I have a tendency to make myself sound like a super-party freak. I like to go out and have fun on the week-ends, but I tend to remain relatively sober for the most part. I'm actually not a huge drinker, I've always consumed alcohol in moderation. When I say I'm recovering from the week-ends, 90% of the time it's because of sleep deprivation.
With that said I'll probably go get hammered this week-end. No...I'm just kidding...seriously lol.
doctashock:
Hey man...
it's good to be back. As far as the voting thing goes let's just leave it to say that for many related and unrelated reasons I made it to my polling place, but did not get to vote. Of course it's gonna cost a pretty penny for me to take it to court now because nobody cares enough about it. Even if they did, the Prosecutors office would still have to agree to bring it to trial. Fuck this county and their screwed up regulations. I intend to be gone by March anyway.
it's good to be back. As far as the voting thing goes let's just leave it to say that for many related and unrelated reasons I made it to my polling place, but did not get to vote. Of course it's gonna cost a pretty penny for me to take it to court now because nobody cares enough about it. Even if they did, the Prosecutors office would still have to agree to bring it to trial. Fuck this county and their screwed up regulations. I intend to be gone by March anyway.
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unnecessaryz:
Did you get that email I sent you?
phoebus:
The lady with the cape looks swell.
why don't you all go check out the new Decibel Industry website?
it's right here.
i'm pretty proud of it.
it's right here.
i'm pretty proud of it.
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ferret:
thank the you.
never saw the state.
never saw the state.
bean:
Ha. Actually, my toes aren't curled at all...they just always look like that. That was taken while I was passed out after (or rather, during) my birthday party, after my friends had assaulted me with a sharpie.
this is the part of the semester where rotten tries to play catch-up, frantically parlaying his various modes of disinterest, tardiness, and general lack of motivation into something resembling a decent grade sheet. the stakes are double high this time, as i'm on probation and face getting kicked out of the art school. as we speak, i'm finishing a museum paper for art history that...
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phoebus:
Oh, God, ART HISTORY. 
Why did you have to remind me of those days... My last two levels of Art History, I actually drank heavily the night before an exam or paper so as to not feel as bad for not studying as much as I should.
Passed those soul-fucking-draining courses of accredited misery, but at too steep a cost. I want those hours of my life back.
Why did you have to remind me of those days... My last two levels of Art History, I actually drank heavily the night before an exam or paper so as to not feel as bad for not studying as much as I should.
Passed those soul-fucking-draining courses of accredited misery, but at too steep a cost. I want those hours of my life back.
phoebus:
You are causing me PAIN. More accurately, I am sharing (somewhat) your pain. 
i know we've gone toe to toe about politics before, but it's always cool to meet anothe printmaker.
thanks for your advice about the oil!
[Edited on Dec 12, 2004 10:14PM]