rift

Tired. Have some reading to do but can't do it tonight, not after the tequila. Will get up early tomorrow and do it, hopefully won't hit the snooze button too much.

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Went to the airport today to go home. Waited around for hours. Was eventually bumped off of my flight. Sent to a hotel in some ghetto near Denver. Flying home tomorrow now. Had one thing to eat today. Complementary WiFi in the hotel room.

Three nights ago I was almost mauled by a bear

Dial-up rules. Feels like I'm back in middle school, chatting on telnet talkers all day. Waiting for ten minutes for dailykos or salon.com to load. I think porn is out of the question.

Getting a lot of reading done. Not as much writing as I would like, but there is still time left.

I forgot to pay rent before I departed - I left the...
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please not another stare
i've been in that trance before
those burning eyes half glazed with tints of fury and resentment
fighting not to look back
and still tasting the dust from the last time we did
we sift through the crowds without a care
only to leave the burnt pattern of a waking nightmare
loneliness finds us beneath dim lit lights
where pen and...
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I got home from work tonight and both my cable tv and internet were out. Didn't come back on until after midnight, after I woke up from an impromptu nap. I think it messed up my dvr taping gossip girl.

Another night spent in chat when I should be getting work done. Watching The Proposition again. I should get the soundtrack. Need to add John Hillcoat to my list. Six more days of work, then vacation. Still not sure where I should go. Philly or Boulder might be good to escape this heat wave. Not sure if I want to put up with my parents...
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Hot Pockets rule. And Snickers ice cream bars. I don't know why I'm eating them after midnight but whatever.

I went to two movies today, one in the afternoon to escape the heat and the other this evening. I thought about hitting a bar after the second film but I ended up just going to Zankoo Chicken for some shwarma and heading home. I don't know how many meaningful relationships you can really start with girls you meet at a bar. I thought about...
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