Well my girl has finally showed her true colors. It sucks when something you think is real is nothing but a game. All the feelings... Where do you put them? How is one supposed to deal when their heart feels hollow and head just hurts. I have thought of her everyday since I have been home and now to read this letter my heart breaks and bleeds sorrow and tears. I will return again stronger better and smarter but till then I will weep along the earth hoping for her to see what she has thrown away. Good bye my sweetheart your love is all toxic 