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i cannot believe the horrible sex i had tonight... HOLY SHIT!!!! this girl was unteachable. so we start and this girl immediately shows me she has no rhythm. I try to passively direct her to slow down and get with the rhythm. She starts to analyze how it is going while we are in the middle of things. I was like SHUT THE FUCK UP...
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Came home tonight to a dark empty house and felt saddened by this. I do enjoy my alone time and when ever people are around i seem to push them away, yet when I am alone I am sad. what does this say about me? it seems to tell me that I am happy being sad.. But why? I hate being sad And i hate...
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I have not been on here very much lately unfortunately but I decided tonight to catch up with whats been going on. I sucessfully registered for all my classes and have chosen a degree program. That whole process SUCKS and I am not looking forward to doing it again anytime soon. My classes are really good and professors are equally as cool. this semester is...
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Well I finally fully realized my full feelings for my exgirlfriend. Her and I had a fight this morning over nothing. I think I should cut my losses and move on but it is so hard when you care about someone as much as I care for her. It is obvious that she really must not care like i thought she did. She seems to...
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Well my girl has finally showed her true colors. It sucks when something you think is real is nothing but a game. All the feelings... Where do you put them? How is one supposed to deal when their heart feels hollow and head just hurts. I have thought of her everyday since I have been home and now to read this letter my heart breaks...
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