God damnit! I am so tired of feeling pathetic and whiney!!
This is only the place that makes me vent like this - If you check out my facebook page, it looks like I'm having the time of my life! I didn't get a college degree in Drama for nothing............. Full of happy smiles and horses, sunny skies, girlfriends, and happy photos. You bet your...
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rhanarose:
No matter how sad I get - the smile is always there ready to break out! ^^^^ 
urblueygrl:
i know just what you mean, its kinda hard always being a happy go lucky person, it doesnt give us much of a chance to vent and breakdown. SG is my lil place to get away. I havent been very active but i did join the ex-wives club, and it has helped to read what others have gone thru.
Back from my weekend away, " Somewhere in Time " ............... those of you old enough, and possibly familiar with Michigan - may take a gander at where I was - 

Anyway - I spent my b'day away from the media, the news, and the television - and all those depressing 9 - 11 documentaries.........
I rode horses and bikes, and ran for miles -...
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Anyway - I spent my b'day away from the media, the news, and the television - and all those depressing 9 - 11 documentaries.........
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beezadave:
Despite the one 'ache', you seem positively 'upbeat' compared to recent posts. I hope for you this will continue.
sinjun:
Happy birfday!!! I have been thinking about you, but stupid busy.
Agent of Oblivion has moved out here, Vivid, and Lola was visiting.
Agent of Oblivion has moved out here, Vivid, and Lola was visiting.
Another weekend - and it's my birthday
................... Going out of town for a couple of days - Hopefully come back with a better attitude -
He is off this site - so I don't have to make my posts private anymore.

He is off this site - so I don't have to make my posts private anymore.
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rhanarose:
Great time - feeling better about stuff - Massive amount of exercising 
sexybeast:
Happy late bday. I'm glad your feeling better.
I'm glad that weekend is over-
and Fall seems to be here for real! 60 degrees and windy!! Gotta' love this Michigan weather - love it or it will kill you
My best friends' dog died today, and I cried for her....... In fact I'm ready to cry for anyone who tells me something sad - go ahead tell me - I have the tears...
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and Fall seems to be here for real! 60 degrees and windy!! Gotta' love this Michigan weather - love it or it will kill you
My best friends' dog died today, and I cried for her....... In fact I'm ready to cry for anyone who tells me something sad - go ahead tell me - I have the tears...
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alfaduetto:
Trevor Project
No one specific, I just passing this on.
So how be 'tings? Happy Birthday Sunday in case I sleep thru it, Horsy mag enroute.



No one specific, I just passing this on.
So how be 'tings? Happy Birthday Sunday in case I sleep thru it, Horsy mag enroute.
catdad:
It's weird to think of how long he was in my life and how quickly I've adapted to him not being here. He was also the only one I've raised from being a kitten. The others were all adults when they showed up or were adopted. I did adopt a couple of kittens in 1993, but they were born with feline leukemia and only lived about 15 months.
Long, sad weekend. I'm doing everything on autopilot - but at least I'm doing stuff. Just can't get my " mojo " back..............
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9005900:
Something that works for me is to watch a love story that breaks my heart to pieces. It allows me to cry even more when I'm depressed. Gets that shit out!!! Movies like, Immortal Beloved, Love Actually, Sense and Sensibility, and my all time favorite that tears me up is The English Patient.
It's no fun losing something so precious, so loving, so memorable...... like love.
It's no fun losing something so precious, so loving, so memorable...... like love.
catdad:
I got to spend part of the afternoon with J to distract me and honestly have gotten pretty good at releasing the grief quickly rather than holding on to it. Thanks for being there. Or um, here. You know what I mean. 
I have nothing to say - Tell me what's going on in your world........ 
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dmac:
STILL going thru interviews with the same two potential employers... My patience grows thin.
ed1e1us:
Having a hott summer, looking forward to my trip to Toronto next week. Hope you are doing good and all is well in your world...even though you have nothing to say.
I still think you are gorgeous as hell!!
I still think you are gorgeous as hell!!
Thinking about a short Birthday trip - any suggestions?? 
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madscience:
Playa del Carmen. Or Caye Caulker, Belize. Or Puerto Vallarta. Obviously I have beach on my mind!
sexybeast:
Thanks and I don't blame you, she's a cute chick.
PS - Happy Birthday, whenever that may be.
PS - Happy Birthday, whenever that may be.
I'm back from my trip out west. First day back = not a good one 
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madscience:
Real world re-entry always sucks! I hope things have improved a bit by now.
metaleric:
Yeah, why dont you write about how good things have been since and how much fun your having? 
Off to the west coast! Oregon and Seattle , here I come!!! 
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9005900:
Hope the weather is nice and cool!
Safe journey.
Safe journey.
madscience:
Hope you're having fun (or HAD fun if you're already back)!
I went to the Paul McCartney concert last night and it ROCKED!
that is all -

that is all -
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justrodan:
glad you enjoyed it 
dryad:
that's awesome!