I've mediated for so long and have put out in great detail the type of woman I've always wanted in my life for me as a partner. After 8 years you reveal her as someone I've already met. It has to be her for she is the only one who has ever effortlessly made me feel like this.
"Let them go and if it's meant to be they will come back." Well, here she is.. is this a ploy? A trick to test me? The visions you've shown me connect her to everything. You show me my journey and yet, she is in question of everything.
Broken and shattered by men who have no true want of the responsibility that is a woman's heart. No true want to lift her up and show her how amazing she is and can still be. It falls to me willingly to be the one to reverse their doing.? I do so knowing she doesn't love me. Can't love me with it being so soon from when we first met. This Bull will take tender care of his Koi, help her learn again for herself that she is amazing. She has love to give that will be reciprocated. I am not those men who foolishly took you for granted and did not care for you in the fashion you needed it.
Please be my Betty Ross.