Sunday Feb 24, 2008

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cancelling my account here...

just haven't been coming here often enough to justify the monthly payment.

maybei i'll be back another time, who knows.

good luck to everyone in SG land!
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razorblade:
thank you for the sweet comment on my photos...im flattered
sushii:
Awww man! That sucks! I hope you come back to visit from time to time!! It was nice to meet you!
And btw..... You never posted the black hair pics! HAHAHAAAA! biggrin
Take care!

Saturday Feb 16, 2008

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this weekend has been absolutely amazing so far. despite some trouble at work, i've been on a high since VD. i told a story at a local bookstore as part of the area's Story Slam event, the event also doubled as an introductory reception to the professional storytellers in town for the Wintertales Festival. the slam is an open mic competition, we had about 7...
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_suicideblonde:
too too cool hun. CONGRATS!
sushii:
I just saw your comments on my pictures! Thanks!

AND HOLY FRICKEN CRAP!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is SO AWESOME!! biggrin Yay!! love

Wednesday Feb 13, 2008

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ya' know... the worst thing about being lied to, is realizing the other person doesn't think you're worth the truth.

truth always has a way of being exposed --- and in the end it only makes the liar look even worse than they would have in the first place.

fuckin' bitches.

no offense to all the ladies... but... damn.
_suicideblonde:
haha none taken, i completely relate.

Thursday Feb 07, 2008

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making yourself vulnerable sucks.

understatement, i know.

someday i hope it'll all be worth it. and i'll look back at unrequited attraction and write songs about it and play the blues.

someday.

but not today.
_suicideblonde:
<3.

p.s. two blank comments? lol - did they not save or something?

Monday Jan 21, 2008

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I feel introspective and have the urge, need to write whatever comes to mind.
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When I was a child I would dream big.
As an adult, I've forgotten how.
I look at who I am now and miss who I was.
Somewhere, deep, buried inside my emotional casket,
Surrounded by an impregnable wall,
My dreams still exist.

And I feel them, now, wanting to...
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sushii:
LMAO!!!!!
I love your comment. It made me laugh so hard. Haha. It is prolly kind of awful of me to laugh, but it feels good after someone says something mean to me. SO thanks for making me laugh!
And thanks for the pro-hair-ness! biggrin
_suicideblonde:
change out all your pronouns to be from a girl's perspective, and i feel like i could have written that.
absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking, at all once. makes me want to give you a hug and say you'll find her yet.

Sunday Jan 06, 2008

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i won the monthly storytelling competition this weekend. the theme this month was, "oops, i did it again: blunders". we had a really great audience, about 30-40 people and 7 or 8 tellers. i told about the mishap i experienced one of the first times i was able to muster the courage to ask a girl out, and showcased a few of the more humorous...
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_suicideblonde:
for awhile, i was desperate to go back to texas, looking forward to moving to austin, FINALLY.
but then i discovered tulsa and parts of OKC are like a mini austin and it's exciting. a lot of the local bands i interview say they see the city turning into a place like austin in the next decade and i want to stick around for that.
for now, i shall remain SUPER excited i get the spend a night in the skirvin in a month and a half! been there since it reopened?
_suicideblonde:
ryc: i'm actually coming down at the beginning of feb and march now for friend's birthdays. for the march birthday, we're staying at the skirvin. smile

Monday Dec 31, 2007

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tonight should be fun.

kicking off the festivities with a little civic minded, arts council fun, volunteering in downtown OKC. i'm part of a duo in charge of the city-wide scavenger hunt --- good times. we've got a lot of awesome prizes to give away too.

once that's over though, i'll be heading up to a pub in north OKC to drink with some friends....
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_suicideblonde:
this is me, asking nicely.
sounds like a lot of fun.
my original plans included being in OKC...
ravioli:
yup my thoughts exactly! tongue

Thursday Dec 20, 2007

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work has been interesting.

our data analyst has been offered another position with another company. frown he's a good friend and he'll be missed up here, but it's also going to dump a load of extra work on the rest of us in the IT department until we can get everything reorganized.

on top of that, one of our partner companies is being downsized and a...
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chanelno13:
Thank you for your comment. Ive been very strong for a long time and have managed to keep it up through this hard situation. Still havent cut. . . Thank you for your kind words. Its nice to have an outlet other than my knife.
dreamergirl:
why so silent? smile

Tuesday Dec 11, 2007

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neakylikeaninja:
Awesome!! I love good book recommendations smile
I'll definitely go and look it up.
_suicideblonde:
totally sucks. i was in the same boat with trying to get stuff into our newspaper. we dropped a lot of pages to compensate and eep...the wrath has not been fun.
we still have over 10,000 without electricity in tulsa - midtown looks like a war zone.

Friday Dec 07, 2007

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for anyone who might be interested, here's the story i'm going to tell tonight --- complete with a old skool bluegrass accent.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

On the Road to Green Country

I didn't want to move to Oklahoma. Born in Colorado - even at the ripe old age of 8, I always knew I had a little bit of a mountain man in me...
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dreamergirl:
Why thankyou, now let me go read your story. Will get back one day about what you asked me in email.
it is something I want to answer when it's time to. Hope that makes sense.
khoos:
biggrin
I think it's the fact that I'm a real live Canadian that gets everybody all excited tongue

Wednesday Dec 05, 2007

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my dream is to become a professional storyteller. i want to tell in festivals across the nation - in schools - in libraries. i want to share my stories and simple music with everyone who's willing to listen. i want to know that a story can heal someone's aching soul and heart, and to have taken a part in that healing.

this friday night i'm...
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dinah:
I get back next week. I remember story tellers from my childhood. They were wonderful and greatly affected me. I think it's a great idea.

Wednesday Nov 28, 2007

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insomnia sucks ass. i think it's stress related. i have a new version of the software i oversee being released this week, which is definitely adding to my general stress level. plus, i need to find some lucid time during the day to write -- afterall, i wouldn't be much of a storyteller if i didn't spend time writing stories. smile hopefully after this weekend it'll...
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dinah:
I've been discovering this stuff all my life, and with every new partner, I find something quite surprising. Like the ass thing. Yeah. Never knew it could feel good, but sometimes you gotta explore new things.
dinah:
Well, then, it's all about using protection and getting the other interested pary to take an std test before fucking around. That's really all you can do. But, yeah, std's are scary shit for sure.
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