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My boyfriend comes home today. So now Im making a mad dash to clean everything and also work on the box that I stopped making. Im such a procrastinator! Gah! No use crying about it now. I just have to hurry the hell up and do everything that I have to do. Like for instance, I should clean my room, AND I have to go...
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rebel_adore:
I wound up not dying my hair, but I think I made do it today. It'll be black.
marvins:
hi
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20 Facts for Wazzi-wuu:

o1. i typo when i talk.. irl.
o2. i'm the biggest clutz. i bump into and drop everything.
o3. i have a strange obsession with stealing articles from restaurants (trays, menus, etc..)
o4. i can't stand it when people don't use proper english when they talk face to face.
o5. i don't like to eat beef, but i'm not a vegetarian......
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saffrie:
thanksss sooo much 4 the comment on my sett...yay...its always good 2 b told ur allurin no?? haha hmmm hope summers treatin u well!!! biggrin kiss tongue
rebel_adore:
it is nice to hear that, but that's not why I said it ^_^ summer is treating me even better than before~
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Things have been really slow around here. Not much to update about. Although, I did accidently punch my friend in the twat this morning...
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I trust him. I was really apprehensious about him going away for so long. When I heard his stay was going to be extended I had to let it all out. I told him that I was afraid that he was going to cheat on me while he was there, and he surprised me by expressing the same fear! Both of us spazzing out on...
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rebel_adore:
A day without him feels like one day too many. Unfortunately, it's until July 13th. He was supposed to be home on June 20th. frown

But I've been occupying myself and working hard on a few projects that I've been trying to complete for a while. Keepsake and jewelry boxes, drawing/sketching, cleaning, reorganizing, apartment hunting... I've also decided to make myself a whole new summer wardrobe using new fabric and thrift store finds as well as using my current clothing. It's a challenge (and rather time consuming), but it makes me happy.

I have to have my hands tied or else I'll go crazy.
I've also been reading a LOT, too~ So if you know of any good historical fictions, tell me!
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I took out my lip ring two days ago. SURPRISE! It wasn't even infected. It was just irritated... probably from me over-cleaning it. It's healing nicely, though. At least I'm fortunate of that. I wish I coud have kept it, but my lip just kept rejecting the piercing.

Angelo told me hat he won't be coming home until July 12th. His mother changed the tickets...
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glassdragon:
why would he ask on the phone?
thats really sweet though.
what are you going to say?
rebel_adore:
He's in Italy right now. His father died and he's having trouble with the government over his father's death certificates (which means that he can't scatter his father's ashes until he gets their approval). I feel bad because not only is there nothing that I can do, but I can't even give him a hug.

The way he asked me was sweet. He asked if there was "any possible way that I would be able to love him forever". It really touched me.

It's too soon for marriage or thoughts of it (we've only been dating for three months); it's a big step. I'm also one of those people that doesn't want to be divorced (if I marry someone it's forever, plus divorces can be horrible affairs). I'm going to debate it over a period of time. If I say yes, it will be a long engagement, hahaha~

He makes me happy, though. Just the thought of him puts a smile on my face! I hope that he continues to be my best friend and biggest supporter no matter what the outcome.

wow, long comment, lol~
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"For evolution so dominates all creation that it sacrificed many of its creatures, that whosoever believeth in its incomprehensible principles should not spiral into suffering, but retain the desire to mindlessly procreate and continue the pointless cycle for all eternity."

--John 3:16

If you sit... quietly and settle your heart and leave your mind to drift... you'll find that there is a hint of terror...
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foi:
No worries. I feel like that a lot too. Self analysis is a bitch.
rebel_adore:
amen. that's the most firm agreement I have ever made in a long time.
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I woke up to a sad text message. My bf thinks I'm cheating on him while he's in Italy.. I miss him so much, and I think about him always.. Why would I do such a thing, to begin with? If anything, I have more of a reason to worry.. Hes far better looking and knows the right things to say to a girl..

Anyway,...
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jennylou:
...glad to hear he was only joking... when I read the begining of your entry I was like... "boys are so fricken stupid"... then i read down a bit... glad to hear it is ok.
opaque:
thanks so much for taking the time to comment on my set.
kiss
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So, I was thinking... I got mostly everything started as far as what I wanted to accomplish by the time my boyfriend gets home. I also wanted to give my friends a shock. I dropped five pounds (seven now, but five at the time) and it made a big difference in how lean I can really look, haha~ Ive been losing inches more than weight....
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ayanai:

I just found out that Dir en Grey is on the Family Values Tour of 2006



WOW. o_o Buttt how did they get on if they don't know any English?

rebel_adore:
I think they're learning from the insane amount of overseas tours. They really have been pushing Dir en Grey to release in America ever since kids accepted the hardcore scene with open arms.