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Maumee

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Paper Smiles

Feb 24, 2021
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The vastness of the grin

Is an illusion

My mind feeds upon itself

As I wear a paper smile

Don’t let the tears destroy it

Why do I need happy

I never receive it back

I wear the paper smile

To hide my imperfections

Tears flowing like Niagara Falls

Tearing on my paper smile

The world will never know

If I just keep the paper smile

It falls apart as I hit the shadows

Why is my happiness

Just a shroud

Where is mine.

I can feel the sinister

Coming out as the paper smile fades

In the shadow the demons play

They hide no more

I was lied to said if I do good

Good will happen to me

Here I stand with the paper smile in hand

As it falls to pieces

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