i cant figure out how to write with margins on this thing, very upsetting, i am computer illiterate, inept, kinda stupid, ya know? i through a hissy fit and freaked everybody out cuz' i wrote this poem on here and it wouldn't hold the margins and i am in pain with no painkillers and this girl wants me to take her to some gem sho9w...
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razor13:
i just drove over the bay bridge in a thick fog on my motorcycle,the fog was so thick it was like the world was dissolving and you couldn't make out anything farther than about 12 ft. it was a nice feeling to just open it up and forget about everything and remember it all at the same time. i gained a lil' peace in the maelstrom, a lil' shelter in the storm, the last thing you ever feel in this conciousness is a moment like that...
bletch:
that was a really good insight. All i can say is wow
neon:
lookit that. it is empty. hmmm.
bathtub.
bathtub.
oucchh, a painful couple of days, broken hand, bruised ribs, cuts, liver is more of a dier, i guess i'll never learn, those cold concrete benches in the holding cell kinda help the hangover a lil', but they don't do the arthritis much good at all, fun with pain, color inside the lines or you make a mess, messy old man is what i have...
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hel:
where did you get that story from? it takes mythology from a few cultures rolled into one it seems... its beautiful
hel:
its beautiful, i can't wait to hera the rest.
SHE SAID presents "OLDE NEW YEARS EVE" Saturday, January 11th, 2003 the NY ROKKSTAR and the GERMAN GODDESS would be honored to have you get f***ed up with us(or not) for our combined Capricorn power-horned Birthday Celebration.... 7$ all night, 21+ the Cat Club, 1190 folsom @ 8th for more She Said info go to : www.slicklist.com well, there is the info for that party...
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debrajean:
Fuck the puppies man, bra, duder, bro. I'm glad someone is getting something out of them.
eris:
but how do we destroy something with love???
i been awake for hours and i'm still sleepy, i guess that's what gettin' old is like, i just sent out the wrong shout, sorry deebee, if that is a confusing message it is because i was typing without thinking and i put two messages into one, i need to wake up without coffee today, it seems that manic episodes last longer with coffee, so...
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sylvain:
Another old fuck! alright I'm not so alone anymore
sylvain:
Who's your roommate I knew a guy in SF who uswed to throw Capricorn parties?
life takes big chunks out of me, like a shark on a feeding frenzy lately, i guess i actually need some guidance on how to do a couple of things, like communicate, for instance, i don't know, it all seems like it would be better if just gave up on ambitious stuff, but there are all these people that i care about that are counting...
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hugoroark:
Yes...that is an actual quote and it will continue to be my theme because that's my ticket...kinda like when the guy from Smashing Pumpkins shaved his head so that people would recognize him/band/sound easier...its not working yet, but just you wait...
CC Club...Yes its still standing strong, kept up by the billowing smoke that hides there. Haven't been there in awhile, it seems that every time I choose/wish to go there I just end up at Red Dragon...
Robert Downey Jr....hey, any way to get him involved in a script is fine with me, seems a little derivative of Buffalo Bill from Manhunter however, or is it Philip Seymour Hoffman in ummm, whats the name of that flick?!?!...now there's a script waiting to happen, just write one with PSH and RDJr. as your two leads.
Script Writing 101: Adaptation...watch and learn...I wish I would have seen it 7 days ago because then I could have said it was the best movie I've seen all year, not quite as powerfull when you say that 7 days into the new year...oh well..
Props on the Raiders Ticks...J...E....T....S, JetJetsJets
I hope you don't mind but I'm going to put you as one of my 'friends' since you're the first to write in my journal...
CC Club...Yes its still standing strong, kept up by the billowing smoke that hides there. Haven't been there in awhile, it seems that every time I choose/wish to go there I just end up at Red Dragon...
Robert Downey Jr....hey, any way to get him involved in a script is fine with me, seems a little derivative of Buffalo Bill from Manhunter however, or is it Philip Seymour Hoffman in ummm, whats the name of that flick?!?!...now there's a script waiting to happen, just write one with PSH and RDJr. as your two leads.
Script Writing 101: Adaptation...watch and learn...I wish I would have seen it 7 days ago because then I could have said it was the best movie I've seen all year, not quite as powerfull when you say that 7 days into the new year...oh well..
Props on the Raiders Ticks...J...E....T....S, JetJetsJets
I hope you don't mind but I'm going to put you as one of my 'friends' since you're the first to write in my journal...
deebee:
dude, what's on your head?
you wake up too early and try to please the man, but he's got your # and he's not letting it go for nothing, cuz' he knows somewhere along the lines that you got away with something and he wants to make you pay for every little thing, it has to be itemized and list on the rap sheet with all the shit they put...
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razor13:
hey, i didn't make somebody mad, i feel a lil' better about myself(jus' a lil') i helped chupa hang her art at leather tongue and i hung out with those gals last night, went to see salba d.j. and was supposed to do more but got drunk(off wagon) and now i actually feel a lil' better, something to stem that manic tide i was riding, my destablizing mania has bled out a lil' this week, saw a couple of heads from past on haight, haha i "hate" that, wanna buy a "haighth", fuck it, giggling hurts my head right now, reading is at balazo gallery on 24th & mission on the 24th, not the 25th like i first thought and n.y. trip is post-poned so i will find a dark cave and hide and stop bothering strangers because jesus does not love bothersome strangers in a strange land, i need to trade in car, go see nina tonight or tomorrow, the newest bub is throwing up...can't get hold of my son, i am bad father, raider game on sunday, can't go to l.a. til monday, must call miss micki today... eat a frozen waffle and drink coffe with fronte blunt before corporate meeting... i wiill gut their puny company and leave it bloated carcass on the middle of wall street so all can see my handiwork...sorry, right now iam bad influence, kids don't try this at home, as elephant man would say,"bad man a bad man, fool issa fool"....peace@love.... rizza
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[Edited on Jan 07, 2003]
razor13:
i am harrassing myself to see what it feels like for other people, i am easy to misunderstand, i put some music that i like out cuz' alethea said that is how people like to know they have something in common, she goes on the internet and knows thing about it so i followed her advice, i think music lists are so confining because that is not the most accurate gauge of my interests because it so limited, i think it makes me seem outdated, ooops, i guess iam outdated....
wow, i just wrote a bunch of crap and turn back to protools and the dub session was runnning into a snag so i had to reconfigure and "BOOM" i lost all the shit, wich is probably a good thing, altyhough its not like shit gets better, the main theme was ya lose, ya live, ya learn, or ya die and never make it to...
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awake and working again, deadlines and all that crap, finsh this start that, and i still don't work as hard as my roommate, she worked all nighte at d.n.a. and has been working since she got home on her custom bondage boustierre's that she makes by hand and i guess they are very popyular because she can't seem to keep up with her orders and...
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batattak:
I can totally relate to the pressure. I look back to my earlier years living on the streets, sleeping in Golden Gate park, crashing in some hovel squat like the Vats. I miss it. I miss the lack of care and responsibility. What was most I had to do? Hit a soup kitchen? Spange some $$ for food or dope? Try to make it downtown to find the clean needle lady? Sure...it would get depressing at times. I would see these crusty, nasty old winos who had hit the Haight as young hippies in 66 or 67 and never left. I would look at them and pray to God that I wasn't going to be the same thing in 10 or 20 years. I dunno...I'm rambling now.
linz:
that's beautiful! ramen and oklahoma thank you for your beautiful ode.
must remind myself to finalyze the master disc and and replace soundcard and NO MORE COFFE and a nap and i am a lil'' tired so.... adios for now, muchachas y muchachos