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- trauma work into PTSD issues started Yesterday...holy hell

-TheSmallest still has 3 years of allergy shots ... he’s not happy

- Lone_ember is at work tonight

- and yesterday my mother chose to inform me that she will not be mailing an Christmas this year. I am the only kid that lives out of town. And this includes the kids. But I’m am not...
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pyromethious:
Eh, you roll with the punches. Just don't let em see you bleed.
skisby:
I’m not saying she’s a bad mother / grandma, I’m just saying some people should have to apply for that privilege. Hang in there.
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So just got off the phone with my mother. I have 3 wonderful kids.
TheTallest has autism. TheSmallest is transgender. An Moose has ADHD.

I was just told that my children have problems an it’s all my fault. ......

Wtf

stcyr:
rabidbuttons:
Yup... all of my decisions are wrong.  I am a failure.  And everything bad that’s has ever happened to my siblings and kids is my fault.  (That was seriously the conversation )
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Well Sunday before last ... TheTallest graduated!!!

Thesmallest also attempted... for the third time.

I need a fucking break...

stcyr:
Congrats for the tallest: & my best to you and the smallest 😥
pyromethious:
Man, pretty soon you'll be the tallest on your own. ;)
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Good morning...... no not good morning... great morning. Because. My daughter is still alive. Even after she tired to remove herself from this world on Monday.

Great morning, because right now I watching her dip her terrible toast in maple syrup at the hospital.

Great morning, because she has slept. And her kidneys show no sign of permanent damage. Her heart is ok.

Great morning,...
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pyromethious:
*long hugs*
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Not sure how I’m feeling lately. I feel I’m floating through my days.... until I do something slightly wrong then I feel like I’m imploding. I am sure I am loved, I see it. I know I’m needed, I see it. I know I’m good at what I do, once again I see it. I just don’t feel it. I can’t let myself make mistakes....
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moreena:
😩💕