quadrod

haven't smiled this much in years

last night i had a dorky dream: i rode my bike up some hill trying to get to some small town near by, when i took a short cut over the hill. the road turned into a dirt road and over the hill, i score the biggest mexican cemetary in the world... and i keep thinking, i have to come back here and take pictures...
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i love my new job... ok i dont love my new job, but i love that i'm feeling like myself again. i like my new job.

now, me go drinking.

there is tomorrow,
i know i'll be someone different...

...and so, my studio comes down.

oh yeah, i did this.

*chomp chomp*

mmmmmmm gardenburger.

aw yeah... my recording computer, it blowed up.
just as well... it gives me an excuse to not record my band tonight.

last night i had one of those dreams you wish so hard was real, but you know you'll wake up any second. everything in the dream was so right... busby burekely dream... fuck fuck fuck fuck.
mornings are so hard.

anyway, tortilla soup...
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i can not hide this wound
every day i try
but it cuts too deep;
brought upon unexpectedly
and swift
a motion that blindsided me
with precision and grace;
it is a proof of weakness,
of triumph,
of confusion,
proof of life...
...i am afraid of my own boredom,
...distance, and discord
...complete and deafening;
i can not deny this wound...
it keeps me alive....
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sheeeit... mondays are now my favorite day of the week.

i'm ready for this year to be over with... i'll make sure next year i make worse decisions than this year... fun fun fun.

well, she's not a new girl, but saturday night was the first time i saw her move...

on with my obscure messages.

until i can come up with a new alias, i'm rod... i aint be quadrod no more.

talked to patrick last night, looks like our little band will happen. sounds fun... noise/pop/dance/sexy... we gots to find a couple more people.

went dancing last night... 'they' wanted to leave and have a drink at the mix while i was perfectly happy there. aw well, must remember...
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fuck! what a boring night! even smarty quit early on me. went to rosarios, went to the davenport, went to shit city show, went to sin 13, went to mr. taco, went to the mix, went to joey's, called 4 pals, and i still made it home at 1:30am without having found anynone...

finally talked to morli for a little while. things are screwy for...
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